i held a gun in my hand , which was trembling. i felt cold sweat flowing down my forehead , it was now or never. goodbye world.
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yoongi , what the fuck were you thinking ?!
why did you want to shoot yourself ? why ?
thank god i came before you pulled the trigger.
if you died, i don't know what my life would be like.
please don't do this, min yoongi.
—
i could remember, resting my head into your chest , crying my heart out,
" i'm so sorry , park jimin. "
" i won't do it again. "
i lied. i really wanted to escape from this life , where i'm a burden to everyone. especially jimin. i've made him suffer enough , all i've done left him in pain.
