By Chance - Jylan {boy x boy}

| Chapter 1 |

"Pathetic," Aaron mumbled as I tried to wipe away any tears I had left on my streaming face.

"Is that what our relationship was to you? Pathetic?" I scoffed in annoyance and felt my heart crumbling each step I took. However, Aaron was showing no sign of emotion at all. Was this a game? All the fighting I've done, all the heartbreak I've went through - he really just wanted to give it all up?

He stared into my almond tear-filled eyes, "stop being so uptight." I gaped at him, "oh, and stop tweeting petty shit about me on Twitter. It's already all over social media, which is why I said not to put ourselves out there but you did it anyway and look where we are now."

"It's not like you're complaining," I said under my breath. "All you care about is numbers. Your social blade. The media," I rolled my eyes, "and I forgave you so many damn times for all the shit you've done, Aaron. You hurt me. You destroyed me. You act as if I'm just something you find on the streets, play with it, and then dump out. I'm not special, but you definitely aren't too. Grow up for fuck's sake."

"If I've done so much shit to you, then why are you still here?" Aaron asked bluntly, obviously not caring about what I just said. "Because I love you, Aaron! All those chances I've given you were just me being sympathetic and believing that on the inside, you're a heart-warming human being who doesn't need me to make him prove that he's in love. I guess I was wrong. And don't even come near me again. I'm tired of your sick and vile games."

"Fine by me. Just don't go around moping about how desperate you-" He was cut off by the door slamming shut. I couldn't hear his bullshit anymore. I didn't want to believe it, but I had to. Aaron and I were over and it resulted in my heart being shattered by his own malicious and cruel words. He never really cared about me. All those times he would betray my trust and regain forgiveness was all just apart of his game.

I really do hope he'll change for the better, maybe we'd be able to work something out. But I doubt it. I've been lied to and hurt too many times. I'm not ready for it again.

Mom always told me heartbreak was a devastating, damaging and destructive feeling. But I didn't know it was going to be this difficult. How the hell am I supposed to get over my first love?

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yEET so this is my first fanfic that i'll try to stick to. & btw jackson's gonna meet dylan a month after his breakup with aaron, cause i dont wanna write about harrison and more depressing shit like that. so yeah tysm if you're reading and leave feedback! :)