liking a kpop group isn't all sunshine and rainbows unfortunately, to be honest it's like a coin being flipped every day.
heads is all the good things : the songs, the fansigns, albums, photocards, interactions, concerts, vlives, stages and whatnot. it's the stuff that makes us feel amazing, to be considered apart of that fandom as we watch the groups we love grow.
tails is the bad shit : the tears, the blood, the sasaengs, the accidents, the failures, the sadness, the unhappiness, the numerous fucking injuries.
for the monbebes, we've got a tails
not only do we have one of the boys in fucking hospital, with the earliest stages of cellulitis
but
all the members are being overworked, to the point where they are actually telling the poor fans that they are exhausted. i cant fucking bare to think how little they are sleeping whilst their company drills them into the fucking ground.
starshit (no typo here) is horrifying
yes, good job, they are starting to become big
but that doesnt not fucking permit you to shove in another album into their program, adding three weeks of promotions right before their world tour.
hyunwoo eye's were so red at the most recent fansign, and i bet my fucking life that minhyuk was extra clingy (extra on his extra) and not as happy, because he was that fucking tired.
i dont give a flying fuck that it was a gift to monbebe, we would have been fucking happier to have that released a f t e r the world tour, because we seem to treat our boys a lot better than you fucking do.
kihyun told fans that they lost large amounts of weight, and had to get checked to make sure it was healthy. healthy, are you shitting me?
from packing their schedule so heavily, they had to go to the fucking doctors to make sure they were at a healthy weight. thats just plain fucking wrong. so wrong on so many levels.
onto hyungwon's case
cellulitis isn't fucking good, if they hadn't noticed it, it could have fucking endangered his life
"With cellulitis, the bacteria enter the skin.Cellulitis may spread rapidly. Affected skin appears swollen and red and may be hot and tender. Without treatment with an antibiotic, cellulitis can be life-threatening."
does starshit even care
about their idols and the effects it has on their fans
i am not even a hyungwon stan, yet i feel fucking hollow. no heart. it makes me sick to think that i cant raise a single finger to help him and it hurts so damn much.
i have cried three times since i found out the day before yesterday, i have screamed, i have pleaded.
coming up to a year ago in october, i wasn't in a good place, even now i'm not. and when my thoughts reached their darkest stages, it was monsta x who would suddenly have a video out or do a vlive when i was contemplating death.
i owe my life to them seven times over, fuck, a hundred times over.
do you even know what it does to someone to see how broken the group looks without hyungwon.
i wasn't in the fandom for when minhyuk AND changkyun had injuries, but if i was, i would have probably locked myself up in my room and not come out until they were okay.
are you fucking happy starshit?
you are drilling your idols into the ground
and hurting their fans
are you pleased?
YOU ARE READING
blank skies ↠ me
Random↠ someone seriously needs to take these groups away from me, i listen to too many already cover by : @ceoseungri
