Let me be the one to make you smile again - Drarry

Chapter 4- Please don't hate me.

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Harry's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning with Draco in my arms, Ron was trying to bang the door down but I just ignored him until it struck me that he could just use some sort of spell to open the door, so I got out of bed trying not to wake Draco, but failing 

"Harry? What's that noise?" He said in his sexy morning voice. I could tell he was tired, stupid Ron waking him up! 

"Just stay here and don't make any noise okay?" He nodded as I went to answer the door. "What do you want Ron?" He looked slightly hurt by my question but I didn't care, my main priority was Draco and I needed to talk to him! 

"McGonnagall's gonna be here soon, so Hermione says you should get ready." Is that all? Seriously? He woke Draco and I up just to tell me that? 

"Okay, I'll be done in a minuet!" I closed the door in his face and turned back to the sleepy beauty in my bed. "Draco? We've gotta get up, McGonagalls gonna be here soon." 

He peeped up from under the covers and said "Alright, but first. We need to talk." I smiled slightly and walked over to him and sat on the bed. He took hold of my hand and ran his fingers lightly over my scars, he stopped once he reached my elbow, even though the scars ran all the way up my arm. "Why Harry?" He asked innocently with tears in his eyes. 

I shrugged "Just seemed like the easy thing to do, it wasn't until I'd done it all the way up both of my arms and my thighs, that I realized how wrong I was. It wasn't the easy way out! It was the exact opposite. I let myself break on the outside. Just so that I could show everyone that I wasn't strong, that I was broken and that I couldn't handle it. I was stupid and I stopped months ago." I'd never been so open about this with anyone in my whole life, but it felt right. Maybe I did need to talk to someone about it, and Draco was perfect because he'd understand. I mean I'd talked to Hermione about it a bit, but she just didn't get it. 

He looked at me with eyes that said 'I don't believe you, but okay.' And he didn't have to believe me, I didn't mind.  "What about you? Why did you do it Draco?" He looked down at has arms. His where worse than mine and I could see that some of them where only a few days old. They looked so painful, but I knew that the emotional pain he must have felt to feel the need to do that to himself must have been far worse. 

Draco's P.O.V

I could feel him looking at me. I knew he wasn't judging me like the others who knew. Because he had no right to judge, he'd done that to himself as well, so he couldn't really judge me for doing it to myself. When I finally looked up at him, I felt confident that I was ready to tell him, but I wasn't. I just broke down in tears and he held me tightly and told me everything was gonna be okay "Shhh, it's okay Draco, everything's gonna be okay, I'll make sure you get better. I promise!" he whispered in my ear. I pulled away from him holding me and I did the second most stupid thing I have ever done! 

The first being taking the dark mark for reasons that would take way to long to explain so I better not go into that. I said to him "Harry?" He looked down at me with those big caring eyes making me feel safe and calm. "I need to tell you something. Something I've been meaning to tell you since that day when you saved my life." He nodded for me to continue. I licked my lips due to the nerves in my body. "What I need to tell you is that ever since that day, I've been in love with you! I'm in love with you Harry James Potter! I think deep inside, I've always loved you, now please don't say you hate me."