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Dear Magnus,

I miss you. There's not a day that goes by that I don't feel the same. You are gone. I always thought it was me going first, we always prepared for that anyway. I'm in so much pain I miss you.

We had an amazing 80 years together adopted 4 wonderful children and even got 10 grandchildren, yes 10 , Rafe just had twins and you didn't get to meet them. Their name is Magenta and Magnum he named them after you.

It's been 2 years and I can't even step foot in our bedroom. It's not the same without you. It wasn't even my bedroom to begin with, it always has been yours. Hell, the house was yours too.

Max, Rafe, Madzie and Magdelina are slowly getting better. Its good they have their own family to keep them distracted. I do too but it's harder. I've spent 80 years with you and yes I should start to move on, by the angel its been 2 years, but I cant. You were my life Magnus. If it wasn't for our children and grandchildren I probably would've come to join wherever that may be.

I still remember your words that you said to me on your death bed "when I go you must move on. Even if it is not tomorrow. It could even be 10 years. But alexander please move on, for me. Don't forget about me but find something or someone that makes you happy. But for now goodbye. ill meet you on the other side. I love y...." and that's what I promise to do.

But right now all I'm going to do is sit down on our sofa eat cake and lay with chairman meow III. That's all I can do i am an old age pensioner after all.

See you soon

Your loving husband forever