Chp. 12-I Missed You

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Hey guys I'm not sure how much I'll be able to update because our track practice is longer and school so I'm sorry. I will for sure update when I have time:)

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Sydney

Blood-The Middle East

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We Don't Eat-James Vincent McMarrow

I hadn't realized how far Eddie and I had driven from the motel until Theo and I were driving back. It was far.

"I have a friend I want you to meet." I tell Theo and he shakes his head.

"Not another dating game Sam." He says.

"No no we've been friends for a long time. Her name is Andrea. She has short hair and really pretty Hazel eye." (aka Shailene Woodley). I say.

"We'll see." He smiles.

The rest of the way is silent except the mumbling from the radio. I was still shaking, traumatized. Most likely going to have nightmares for the rest of my life because of this. I mean I barely knew Eddie and he thought we were going to fall in love? No. I'm never going to love someone like that.

As we pull up to the motel I see Josh sitting at the curb then stands as soon as he see our car and runs up to my side.

"Oh my God Sam!" He says and hugs me and I hug him back, "What happened to you?" He asks.

"Eddie, he raped me then I killed him by ripping his head off." I say.

"Oh God Sam. Are you okay do you need anything?" He asks his hand at the small of my back.

"Josh I'm fine." I say.

"Okay you two we gotta hot the road." Theo says as I wash the blood off my face and put on new clothes.

I sit in the back seat of Theo's car as him and Josh are in front talking thinking I'm asleep.

"So how has she been treating you?" Theo asks Josh.

Great.

"Uhm well we haven't been very good since her change. I caught her with someone else?" Josh answers.

"Evan?" Theo asks.

"Yeah how did you know?" I got a text from him asking how she was but I'm leaving it to her to tell him what happened." Theo replies.

Wait Evan knows Theo is here? Is Evan in Maine? I ask myself.

"Do you think she loves him?" Josh asks Theo.

"I'm not sure buddy." Theo and I can hear the disappointment in his voice.

Great. I'm disappointing Theo and Josh. What is my life worth anymore?

Evan. My subconscious answers for me.

Then I ask myself. Do I love Evan? Of course I do. I'm just not sure how much yet or if I'm entirely in love with him.

As all these thoughts run through my head I eventually fall asleep.

In Maine

I wake up at a beautiful house on the beach. It's huge too. I probably look like shit too. Messy hair big shirt make up everywhere. As we walk up to the house I stop for a second and look at the view. It's beautiful.

As I walk I'm  greatest by everyone. Lexie, baby Jordan, Andrea everyone except...

"Sam?" I hear a voice behind me.

As I turn I see Evan there with a smile on his face as I run up to him and hug him.

"I misses you." He says.

"I misses you too. Evan I have to tell you something." I say to him as I take him out to the beach.

We for a while as I tell him the story.

"You don't think you could get pregnant do you?" Evan asks.

"No Theo got him before.. ya know." I say as he grabs my hand.

"Sam if I was there I swear I would've.." He starts but doesn't know how to finish.

"I know Evan. I know." I say with a reassuring smile.

He stands there for a while looking at the sunset. I can see his blue eyes glisten against the light when I realize, I do love him. There's no denying it. I always have. Since I was 15 but just casually moved on to someone else then he left so there was no point. But here he is. With me. And there's nowhere else I'd rather want to be than right here with him.

"Evan.." I trail off.

"Yeah?" He asks.

"I love you." I say and I mean it.

Just as I say it I look out to see the sunset and the green light appear beneath it.

"Ha my mom always said there was a green line after the sunset." I said remembering my mother.

"Sam, I love you too." He says and picks me up so my legs are around him..

And kisses me.

So y'all probably hate me lulz it's okay. Please vote comment and yeah. But really please don't hate remember this is my story and I'll write it the way I want things to go and I want them in this direction so just bare with me please. ily:)

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Sydney

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