You sit with a frown in the dark alone thinking intill someome comes by an taps you asking "are you ok" you look an your mind goes blank with the quisteon playing over an over again. they give a concerned look an ask again "are you ok" you resoned an smile an say yea im fine as they nod an move along you go back to your thoughts an sigh wondering why you have to be like this an they dont, why they are happy an have normal problems like what dress should i pick, how much does this snack coast, do thees make me look fat. An your strugleing with bills while others are blowing money on snacks, clubs, parks, malls, toys, gifts, an your worryed about getting a date or ifyour pretty enough or if people will like you an they are haveing weddings, going on dates, blind dayes, haveing kids, hanging with best friends, takeing group photos, but you dont wanna pick up your phone because no one will call because no one ever calls. you dont have anyone to call but you do anyway you write books about perfect charecters with perect lives an perfect famillys, about vampires in love triangles about secrets an drama, an partys an friends an your on socail media posting photos of you laughing a smileing acting like yea im ok commenting on your family an friends post saying stuff like wow hey how are you an they resopned with good how are you you say grate or sorta an when they ask whays wrong you say yea im ok
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HIDEING TEARS
Poetrythey can ask me if im ok even tho im not ok but i just hold back those tears an pretend there not there along with those thoughts that say end it all an try to pretend that there gone that they were never ther but i cant tell they would never under...
