Warning-this oneshot contains selfharm. If you feel uncomfortable about these kinds of situations please skip to next oneshot. THIS WILL BE A SHORT ONESHOT. PLEASE ENJOY.
Y/n
Loneliness. The thing everyone fears. The thing everyone hates,the thing everyone avoids. It haunts me,its always there when I try to escape from it.
Always there to make sure I have no friends, always there to ruin my life. Sure,I do have friends. But I'm trapped inside a dark nothing in my mind,the voices are always there telling me I have nothing and no one.
The loneliness brings me pain, but yet it the closest friend I have. It brings me misery yet I let it stay.
I was in deep thought until I heard a knock on my door. I get up from my couch slowly and bring my sleeves down a bit.
I open the door and see the guys. "Y/n!" They yelled and group Hugged me. I haven't seen then since our last tour ended which was about a year go.
And we were about to start our new tour in a couple weeks. "So why haven't you messaged or called us?" Jordan asked. "Im sorry guys,I was going to call you but I've been busy with a bunch of other stuff." I said and kinda rubbed my arm.
"That's fine y/n,I'm pretty sure it was important stuff so you don't have to worry about it." Danny said and gave me a smile and I smile back. We all walked to the living room and sat down.
"So where we going first for tour?" I asked. "We were thinking maybe Europe first,our manager is still working of locations." Dylan said and being himself, he walked to my kitchen and grabbed a beer.
I chuckle slightly,"you guys want anything to drink?" I ask. They all nod. "I want some coffee." Jordan and George said. "I'll take a beer." Matty said and knowing Jorel, he probably wants some tea. "I just want water so let me help you." Danny said and walked to the kitchen with me.
"You guys can turn on the TV." I say. They nod and jordan and Matty raced towards the remote. "Get the fuck away." Jordan said and pushed Matty slightly.
I chuckle and went to grab the cups. "So, y/n. How have you been?" Danny asked. "I've been busy.....I guess." I said and looked away nervously. Danny noticed it and sighed. "Look,if we did something wrong,you can tell us and we can stop." Danny said and rubbed his arm slightly. "No. It's not that. I love hanging out with you guys,it's just that....I'm going through a lot. I feel bad about not calling and messaging but I just wanted to be alone for awhile." I say.
Danny walked over to me and hugged me tightly. "I'm here if I need to talk. I know I haven't been around in the past but i'll be here now." He said and kisses my forehead before pulling away. I blush,the last time he did that was when we were dating.
"Let's get their drinks now." I say and I walk to the cupboard and went to grab the coffee cups. As I reached for them my sleeve slipped down and danny was right by me. I could practically feel his stare,he's looking at my arm.
I gasped loudly and quickly pulled down my sleeve and avoided eye contact with danny. "Y/n...." Danny said and grabbed my shoulder. "Let's hurry. They're waiting." I said and grab the cups quickly. I poured the coffee in the two cups and started the water for tea. I went to the living room and handed George and Jordan their coffee. "I'll be right back. I'll go get the creamer and sugar." I say and went back the kitchen and grabbed the creamer and sugar.
