Not Anymore

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“You don’t love me anymore?”

It comes out in a whisper, the question I’ve asked but never want answered.

Lips set in a line so thin they’d next disappear

Fists clenched, pretending this is painful to anyone other than me.

Should’ve known.

He says,

it’s not that he doesn’t love me anymore

but that he never loved me anyways.

Not now. Not ever.

We had something. No, nothing.

He says,

 it wasn’t real. It didn’t happen.

It didn’t happen?

Then was it the romantic day dream of a young girl?

A series of imagined events?

He’s wrong.

Memories so vivid couldn’t be false.

It was real.

It happened.

The way his laughter felt as it brushed my skin.

The cloud of cinnamon and dark roast that followed where he went and lingered where he’d been.

The depth and honesty in his dark irises.

He loved me.

I’m sure of it.

But not anymore.

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