What is love // Dolan twins ~ fanfic

3 ~ I'm Sorry

I woke up this morning tired and upset, I didn't sleep last night after what happened, I knew Ethan wasn't going to forgive me. I am ROYALLY FUCKED.
"Mom do I have to go to school"
"YES!" Laura shouted
" what are you doing her bitch!"
" I came to see my hoe!" We both start laughing hysterically.
" and so I make sure you talk to Ethan" she said with a straight face.
"OHHH who is Ethan?" My mom said as she walked down the stairs.
" A boy mom stay out of it"
"Fine then sassy" she said while rolling her eyes, trying to be cool.
" ok well let me get ready " I said while bolting up the stairs.
What to wear, I need to make sure it attracts Ethan that way I don't have to do all the work. I will where some skinny jeans and a loose floral shirt, maybe this will catch his eye. I walk to the bathroom and apply the same shitty makeup I do everyday. As I'm walking down the stairs I hear.
" DAUUUMM THATS MY BEST FRIEND" Laura yelled this so loud I'm pretty sure the whole town heard her.

- later at school -

Get the hell out of the car I keep telling myself, talking to Ethan can't be that hard.
" yo get out of the car, he is right over there."
Laura said while violently taping the window.
"Ok ok, god"
I walk over to Ethan and I ask to talk and he simply turns and walks away.
"Well that was a waste of time " Laura said while walking up behind me.
"Thank captain obvious "
"Just doing my job " she said with a smirk.
* bell rings *
" well that's my Cue, peace out bitch" Laura said while holding up the middle finger.
" thanks for the help" I shout back with a smile.
" anything for you " she said with a big smile.

- later in class -

Ok come on it's 7th period and I finally have class with Ethan, last period of the day, just give him the note and sit down.
I walk by Ethan's desk hand him the letter, I sit down and he gives me the screw you look but opened it anyway.

Ethan's P.O.V

I don't know why she insisted on giving me this note I mean what's the point but I suppose I will read it.
* opens the letter *

Dear Ethan,
I am sorry for all I have caused, me and Grayson are just friends I have feelings for you and know one else, I'm sorry.
______________________________
As I read it a tear came down my face, I don't know weather to finish it or not, I think I am just going to throw it away.
" Mrs. Smith can I be excused I don't feel well" Ethan said while grinning at me.
" Absolutely, take care Ethan and we will see you on Monday "

Isabella's P.O.V

As he walked out of the class he threw it in the trash, he only got half way through the letter, I guess I have to get him to read the rest. When the bell range I texted Laura and told her to find her own way home because I had some business that needed to be done. I went to the store and bought a giant ass strawberry that said " I'm berry sorry " it's cheesy but perfect for Ethan, I also got some smarties witch are his favorite candy, so hopefully I can make it work.

- later at home -

" mom I'm going to Ethan's house what should I wear?"
"Well i don't know perhaps something not too showy " she says while giving me the mom stare.
" trust me it's not like that I'm going over to apologize and ask forgiveness, if he won't listen to me what makes you think anything is going to happen." I say in a innocent voice.
" why don't you wear your sweats and crop top, perhaps being more comfortable might smooth things out "
" ok whatever mom " I snap back
I ran up stairs and threw on gray sweats and a navy blue crop top, I put my hair in a pony and headed to Ethan's.

- at Ethan's -

*knock* *knock*
"Hello can I help you?" Ethan's mother said as she looked me up and down very confused.
" is Ethan home? "

Ethan's P.O.V

I heard a knock at the door wondering who is could be.
" is Ethan home? " a familiar voice said softly.
I jumped up and walked down the stares and made my mom say I wasn't home.

Isabella's P.O.V

" ok, thank you " I said it a sarcastic way. I saw him on the stairs and I'm getting in there one way or another, it takes two to tango boy.
I walked around back just to find a vine leading to his window.

Ethan's P.O.V

Thank god she is gone, I am not one to hold a grudge but I told her something very personal and she snapped back like a total bitch I didn't even know she was.
"Mom I'm taking a shower to clear my mind "
"Ok honey" my mom said

Isabella's P.O.V

Ok let's do this.
I put the bag on my back and start to climb. Suddenly I hear his voice.
" Mom I'm taking a shower to clear my mind "
Ha ha! I have time, I rush up the vine and step onto the balcony, I hear the water stop. Perfect timing! I sat on the bed waiting for him.

Ethan's P.O.V

I step out of the shower and wrap myself with a towel and head to my room.
* opens door *
" WHAT THE FUCK ISABELLA"
" look at you wrapped in a towel " she said while raising one eyebrow.
"Get out I don't wanna talk"
"Please I just wanna talk " she said with a shaky voice.
" you have five minutes " I said angrily.
" Please read the other half " I knew she really wanted me to by the tone in her voice.
"Ok"

Dear Ethan,
I am sorry for all I have caused, me and Grayson are just friends I have feelings for you and know one else, I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you , gray flirts with me and I don't do it back I am so sorry and my feelings for you are stronger than ever and even if u don't care and don't say it back, and trust me I get it if u don't say it back but just know
I LOVE YOU <3
~ Isabella G

A tear rolled down my face.

Isabella's P.O.V

After I saw his tear I whipped out the strawberry and candy, hopefully he will forgive me. I set the berry and candy on the bed and walk out on to the balcony to leave.
The second I step outside I feel him grab my wrist, I slowly turn around and he sees tears slowly roll down my cheeks.
" I'm sor- "
In the middle of my sentence he kisses me and looks at me and says it's ok. We then started to make out turning it into a heated moment neither of us knowing what we were doing. I quickly stop him.
" I knew this was to good to be true " he said while looking down.
" I have to tell you something "
" what is it " he looks up and was focused on what I had to say.
" last year I was raped, I absolutely had no idea what happened until the doctor told me, the man was sentenced to five years in prison and I know how you feel, since that day I haven't been able to get far either. The only reason I was going to let you before you told me your story was because I thought maybe I could move on and find someone, you where that someone because I realized I loved you" after I said this I looked in his eyes.
" but I'm ready know Ethan "
He kissed me one more time.
" I don't wanna hurt you " he said in caring way.
" I have to move on " I said while making eye contact.
He quickly grabbed a rubber and put it on, everything changed the second he touched me, it was like a dream. We tried to keep it quiet so no one can hear us.
He rolled me over and gets on top and whispers in my ear.
" I love you too "