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Life ain't easy

.....................................................3 weeks later..............

RAVEN

It's the day of Trina's funeral, I know I probably shouldn't be here but she was my best friend and nothing could take our friendship away. Even after Trina had crashed into us, I'm still here no matter what anybody said. Some of me, well all of me wanted to break down and cry, I can't believe she's gone, after all of this, My best friend gone. I wish I could have talked to her one last time, before she passed away, I know she would have told me what we did to her and why she wanted to kill us.

Standing outside at her funeral, is harder than I thought. When they told me Trina died I broke down into tears, I wanted to hate her so bad but I couldn't hate her. Is it so wrong for me to care about her the way I did? I Don't care who seen me at this point, I don't that was my best friend and I loved her, I had to break down and cry.

"It's okay she's gone to a better place". An old man said trying to hug me, while he talking.

" I don't want her there, She belongs here with me, this can't be for real". I said releasing from his hug and falling to the ground.

I just wanted to cry until she came back. Sarah keep's reminding me of what she did, but I don't care we've been through worse than this. How could this happen, what did we do to end up here?. My best friend, the one who helped me through everything, was that shoulder to lean on at times. As soon as I see Shana we bout to go in, I don't care what Sarah has to say about it. She think she gone try to kill me and my girl, then Let my friend and not show up at the funeral, she had a lot of nerve.

Every thing in me just wanted to get and hit everybody, but I couldn't do that. I mean they aren't the reason She is gone, It's my fault and I don't know what I did, but whatever it was it lead to her being put into a grave. I never meant for anything to this happen, sometimes I wish me and Sarah never met, that way I wouldn't have to deal with this drama.

"Just let God handle it, he got it now. Not nothing you can do about it, he has called her home. Just let her go, I promise she is in a better place." The old man kept saying over and over again and tell the truth it was starting to make me feel a little better.

"Thank you,". I said pulling myself off the ground and finding my way to my car.

Before I went to my car, I went to Trina's grave to say my last good bye's. First, I wanted to say that I am so sorry for whatever it is they blamed me for. Also, that whatever money she needed I would've gave it to her with no problem. Walking there felt like forever, but when I got there all thoughts left my mind.

Everything came to a standstill, all the anger came out of me. I was so mad seeing my friend in the ground. Somebody is going to pay for this, this ain't about to get away. Let me see Shana on the streets, its OVER period OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

As soon as I got home Sarah was mad and looked she was about to cut my throat wide open. I just walked past her I don't have time to listen to whatever she has to say because I don't care and Two its going to make mad. To Sarah it never matter what I was going through everything is about her, so here she come with that loud mouth of hers.

"Why did you go to the funeral, you know she tried to kill us right", I didn't even answer, just walked away.

All the tears just came down, I just couldn't take it. Walking into my room seeing a photo of her on my nightstand made me cry. That moment didn't last long because here goes Sarah with her loud mouth telling me how I shouldn't care about. Who does she think she is telling me what I can and can't do does she not know I take care of her now.