"Jimin open this fucking door please!" Jungkook yelled as he took another swig of his bottle of soju. All Jimin can think of is not this again, but Jimin couldn't help opening the door to their shared apartment. As he opens the door Jungkook comes stumbling in to their apartment not even noticing the bags packed by the entrance. When Jungkook gets close to Jimin, he yells "You slut! I know you been sleeping around with Yoongi behind my back! I saw you two hugging way too long for being "just a friend"! What happened to always loving me and being faithful? You slut!" Jimin couldn't muster any emotion because this isn't the first time Jungkook accused him of cheating and calling him a slut. Jimin was just tired have having to deal with a drunk Jungkook. Their relationship used to not be like this, Jungkook would say "I love you" every day, he would buy gifts for no reason, and they would have so much fun together. Jimin really missed the old Jungkook before he lost his job. He missed the love they had without all this heartache and abuse. The day that Jungkook saw Yoongi and him hugging was the day Jimin broke down crying to his friend saying he was ready to leave Jungkook. Yoongi was only encouraging Jimin to leave his toxic relationship. Jimin really needed the courage because leaving Jungkook was the hardest thing to do, he is still in love with him and the memories that come with that love. For Jimin, there is that tiny hope that Jungkook would change back to the Jungkook he first fell in love with. Then reality hit him in the face, Jungkook pushed him against the wall of the hallway and tried to force Jimin to kiss him. Jimin pushed Jungkook away from him, tears pouring down his cheeks and says "You know what Jungkook, I'm sick and tired of having to deal with you in this state of mind every day. I can't do this anymore! I tried so hard to fix our relationship! I had to deal with this for five fucking years, waiting for you to change and get your life back on track! Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning? Who's gonna rock you when the sun won't let you sleep? Who's waking up to drive you home when you're drunk and all alone? It ain't me." Jimin said this with a tired voice as Jungkook stared at him in shock as tears began to fall down his cheeks. "I'm done. I will be leaving you. Please don't look for me or try to make contact I need time to heal." Jimin's body relaxed as he said what he needed to. Then Jimin walked towards the door and picked up his bags and Jungkook started to call for him. "Please Jiminie don't leave me! I love you so much, baby! I can't live without you! Please don't go, I promise I will change!" Jungkook could only see through his blurry vision, Jimin opening the door and walking through it. "Please don't go... please..." Jungkook cried and stumbled while reaching out towards Jimin "I'm sorry Jungkook but I have to. I just can't do this anymore. Goodbye forever." Jimin closed the door behind him never looking back, knowing he would want to run back to him. Jungkook stayed in the apartment they once shared, crying for Jimin to come back and not leave him until his voice was raw and no longer could keep his eyes open, passing out on the floor near the door, hoping for Jimin to return.
Jungkook stared to feel someone shaking him awake. "Kookie, wake up~" Jungkook jumped up from the couch while rubbing his eyes wake. Once he opened then and started to focus, he sees Jimin sitting next to him. "Baby, you didn't leave me after all!" Jungkook said in a raspy voice, lounging to hug Jimin tightly. "No silly, why would I ever leave my Kookie?" he said with a soft smile, the one Jungkook has loved the most, the one that reaches his eyes turning them into little crescents. "I thought you left me because I would always come home drunk!" Jungkook said exasperated. "Baby, Kookie, it was all a dream. I woke you up because you kept yelling "Jimin, please don't leave me! I will change!" I was so worried. I came to the living room as fast as I could and saw my precious Hubby crying his eyes out. That's why I woke you up." Jimin said as he wiped the tears off Jungkook's cheeks with is small thumb. Jungkook sighed with relief that it was all a dream. He looks up and stares at his husband with so much love. He then leaned into Jimin and kissed him with all the passion he could give him. As they kiss the only thing that could be heard is Selena Gomez playing softly through their home.
"Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?
Who's gonna rock you when the sun won't let you sleep?
Who's waking up to drive you home when you're drunk and all alone?
Who's gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning?
It ain't me "
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Author Notes:
I want to give credit to the song that inspired me to write this fic, Kygo ft. Selena Gomez - It Ain't Me. I want to thank all of you who read my first fic ever written. Please leave a comment to let me know what you thought about it. Also, if you can please give me constructive criticism, I will greatly appreciate it. Another thing this fic will be uploaded in archiveforourown. I hoped you enjoyed it.
One more thing I want to give a shout out to my cousin who help edit this fic.
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It Ain't Me (Jikook)
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