Naz in the mm I walked into a noisy ass house, what the hell I mumbled. I went straight for the game room to see Taione and Ce-lo Playing 2K17." Man y'all be quiet my mama coming home soon, & how come y'all order food and ain't leave me some? Is that ma frootloops done? Dang y'all really gotta leave. " I spat. " man shut ya lil baby ass up and introduce lil mama to us " Ce-lo said while smirking his ugly self at Azariah. Before i could say anything Azariah spoke up surprisingly " hi.. My names Azariah & this ma lil sister Diana. " I member you from sonic Ce-lo replied. While Taione was just starring at her. " watsup nigga don't mug ma girl " I said taking him out his thoughts. " you look real familiar imma tell you that". Well she ain't cause she ain't even from he'a, now y'all clean this up for I get back down he'a. Well I ain't staying I gotta meet Savannah at her crib so imma be back Taione said. When those words came out his mouth I kinda got tense. I mean I really like Savannah but she always letting Jayvonne play her and I know Taione and her bout to have something going on sooner or later. I then turned my focus back on Azariah who was starring into my eyes. " hey beautiful" I said with a smirk while we stood on the steps. " hey" she said blushing. I dabbed up Taione and check to see if ce-lo was alright. " aye Ce-Lo you good?" " yeah boy, just bout to invite Nicole over ". Once he said that I was On my way up the long stairs with baby D & Azariah.
We got upstairs and Azariah was attempting to put baby D to sleep while I was trying to figure out which guest room to put her in. I mean shit I wish lil mama would sleep beside me but I don't wanna force anything. So I'd give her some space. " hey I got Diana to sleep but I just wanted to say thanks for letting me stay here. I won't stay long I don't wanna be a distraction or be in your way I just- " dang Azariah you know how to talk I said in between laughs. It's Ohkay, I think imma enjoy your company and your babbling like a cute baby. I guess she giggled. We was sitting on the floor Infront of my mirror. At now 10:17pm. " so.. I start school on Monday" she said. " what? Really, what school?" " west something. I'm not to sure " she said shrugging her shoulders. I couldn't help but to stare at her. I was wondering what we should do so I pulled out my phone and told lil mama to pose. She did as told and we took a picture in my mirror.
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I pulled her close to me as we laid on my carpet watching the rain. * knock knock * " aye I'm bout to leave, it's raining and it's getting bad" Ce-Lo said. I looked over at now sleeping Azariah and rolled myself from underneath her as smooth as possible. " aye, my momma come home yet?" I asked walking out the room so we had a little privacy plus I didn't wanna wake up Diana or Azariah. "Uh no but the mail man dropped of some mail." Mailman ? I said questioning myself. I went downstairs to see a envelope sitting on the table with my name on it. I opened it and it read
Naz my wonderful son, I know sometimes I could be a pain.. but you're the best thing that happened to me, now that you're 18 years of age, I've decided to leave it all up to you. The house the two cars and the money. I've watched you grow into an independent young fine boy. And now it's time for me to branch off into a different life, I know I should've told you earlier, but I just didn't wanna hurt you. It was cancer. I'm sorry baby. - Worlds Best moma.
Wait what? I was standing there with tears coming out my eyes. What the fuck is going on. Am I sleeping? Is someone playing a prank on me? I dropped to the floor with literally nothing to say. " man I'm sorry, I'm here for you. Bro" I could hear Ce-Lo began to cry in between each word he said. How could my own mom not tell me she was dying. I could've saved her. She was my hero. I could've been her hero..
Nicole's POV : It was now 11oclock & Ce-Lo never called me yet. I mean I know I'm addicted to him but the least he can do is answer me. I decided to send him a picture on what he's missing out on.
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Instead of being where ever the hell hes at. For all I know Ce-Lo can be out with a girl right now doing god knows what. Ugh. I hit send and turned my phone off wondering what I should do. I really need a job I began to think, but Ce-Lo always provides for me and it's not like I'm using him but it comes in handy when I don't gotta buy stuff out of my own pocket. I mean yeah my dad is a millionaire but I don't live with him. He shelters me and feeds me with clothes and stuff through money, no love. So I might just keep ce-lo around being as he's providing for me. I kinda think of him as a father figure. Cause he's never around to love me and hold me. I began to feel neglected, and I was really getting annoyed of the fact that Ce-lo was never there to answer my call. I sighed. I think I'm bout to watch some movies and eat some left over sonics that was in the fridge. What to watch what to watch. I was scrolling through Netflix when I gotta text from Zammi. *Text Convo* Zammi- I'm really bout to get some bomb ass dick if someone tells me to come over. Nicole- Lmaooo, go get that bitchh! & im really deciding on getting a job at the club Zammi- def go get that! I'll call you if things go right. Later love. I laughed at what Zammi said, I mean she's real funny & she's so loving. She's like my only friend other than Ce-Lo & I love that. Although I was looking at Naz's new lady friend and I must say she's really pretty, she looks like the type to fit in with Savannah and Kalie simply because they aren't as outgoing as me and Zammi are. I decided to watch Brotherly Love. Since I had nothing else to do, and no one to talk too. Time to get cozy I whispered.
