CHAPTER SIX
I wake up and run to the bathroom and start puking. "fuck" i mumble to myself. I think I even managed to get puke in my hair. I go to take a shower immediately. I wash my hair over and over making sure that I get all the nasty shit out of it. I brush out my wet hair and put on a big comfy sweatshirt and some skinny jeans. Justin and I are going to get to know each other better today. He's gonna pick me up in about an hour. I go up stairs and blow dry my hair and straighten it. I finish up putting on my makeup. I go down stairs, and I talk to my mom for a while until I hear a knock on the door. I quickly get up and answer it. "Uh, Hey" Justin says nervously as he walks inside.
"Is this Justin?" my mom asks sounding quite shocked.
"Yes it is, nice to meet you." he says as he shakes my moms hand.
"He's cute although, he could lay off the tattoos." she whispers to me while hitting my arm. I roll my eyes. You can tell that Justin is more nervous than ever. It's really adorable actually. "Are you ready?" Justin asks shyly.
"Yeah." I smile as I wave bye to my mom. "I'll text you when it's time to come home" she hollers after me. We walk out the door and go to his car. He opens the door for me, and then he gets in the car. The car ride is mostly silent and really awkward. It's obvious that we are both super nervous. "Where are we going?" i finally manage to say to break the silence.
"I figured we can just hang out at my place because my mom is at work."he replies. A few minutes later we pull into his familiar driveway. His house looks so much different without a huge crowd. We both walk inside. "Take a seat" he says as he sets his car keys on the table by the front door. I sit down on the couch and he sits right beside me. "i remember this is the same spot that we met on" I chuckle.
"Yeah it is" he laughs as he puts his hand on my leg and rubs it with his thumb. It's kind of awkward. "I uh, I don't even know you're last name." I say awkwardly.
"It's Bieber, and uh Chaz already told me yours and a few other things about you." he replies.
"He didn't tell me shit about you." I laugh.
"You guys are close, aren't you?"
"Yup, ever since kindergarden, what about you?" I smile.
"I've known him since my freshman year in highschool." he says
"Oh cool" i say, and it gets silent for a little bit.
"but it's not like we did this on purpose." justin says breaking the silence.
"I know, but we have a lot of growing up to do"i say quietly.
"We'll make it. I mean, I have a job. Plus I have money that I've been saving up for my own place. I can provide for the three of us." Justin says reasuringly.
"Do you think that it will be weird?" i ask
"What do you mean?"
"Well like, we're not like together or anything"
"Yeah, but we can change that" he says as he grabs my hand, and looks into my eyes. His dark brown eyes make me melt inside.
"Justin... We can't move to fast. This is like our first actual conversation."
"But we are already having a child. Things are already going too fast. Being a couple, might actually make things less awkward between us."
"What if we fight and split up? I don't want our child to go through that."
"You're right. Me either. It's just that we are so young, and I don't wanna give up my teenage years." he says as he buries his head in his hands. I put my arm around his back and lay my head on his shoulder. "I know. it sucks" i say quietly as I rub his shoulder. He looks up at me and smiles.
We start talking for a little bit about different things, and it got to where it wasn't as awkward.
My phone goes off and it's my mom texting me saying that I to start heading home. "It's time for me to head home" I tell him.
"Okay, let's go." he says as he gets up and grabs his car keys from the table. We hop in the car and we start driving to my house. "I was kind of hoping that if you stayed long enough that you could have met my mom. She's really curious of who I knocked up." he says.
"Maybe I can come over tomorrow or something or one day after school."
"Yeah, I hope so." he smiles. A few minutes later we pull into my driveway.
"Hopefully I can see you tomorrow or something." I say as I get out of the car.
"I'll text you" He hollers at me. I shut the door, and I go inside.
"How did it go?" my mom asks as soon as I walk through the front door.
"Really well, he wants me to come and meet his mom."
"Oh, what about his dad?" she asks.
"Don't ask me. I barely know him at all." I say as I run upstairs. I quickly change into some sweats, and I go back downstairs. I watch T.V. with my mom practically the rest of the day. I text Chaz and I keep him updated on it all. Maybe this won't be so bad after all.
