Regret

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Y/N pov
Me and Namjoon will be in a play. Jin assigned us to do it. He said he would pay us if we do it.

Our play is beauty and the beast. It will be happening in about a month. This will be interesting.

Today is my date with Namjoon, somehow i am excited, i dont know why. But now, i really have to focus on my mission before i die by a human stab.

We walked to the beach. Suddenly, Namjoon grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him.
Namjoon: "i hate you........for making me fall for you."
I blushed.

He leaned in, this time i was ready. This time, i am willing to do it.

He kissed my lips. He did it gently and passionetely. He did it as if he was scared to break a fragile broken heart like me. He pulled away.
Namjoon: "i am so sorry."
Me: "why?"

He then ran away.

The next day, there was a rumor spreading about me. I read it allowed.
Me: "s-ut stole my lips and hits it with another guy!?!?"

There were pictures of my kissing scenes with Namjoon and Yoongi.

I looked at the account.
Me: "Kim Namjoon The Sexy Brain?!?!?!"

I was so mad. I was really mad and sad, my boyfriend played me. This time i wasnt crying since this happened a lot of times.

The next hour, Namjoon got the nerve to show up.

I immediately ran to him and punched his face. He started crying.

Shit! My hand became transparent. The boys pulled Namjoon away from me but not too far, he kicked me and my lip started bleeding, i spit out blood.

Yoongi ran to me and gave me a first aid. I stood up and let out my stress.
Me: "you f-cking cheater!!!! At first i thought you changed but no, even if your mom told you to, even if i am kind to you, even if i help you, you still dont!!!!!!! And you never will!!!!!! You know what? You disappoint you mom, i bet she is looking at you with disappointment."

Namjoon pov
I then heard a whisper.
??: "she is right."
What?

Y/N pov
Me: "you bas-ard!!!!! are you happy now that you stole my heart and broke it into pieces?!?!"
By this time, i was sobbing.
Me: "are you happy now that you broke a broken girl!?!? Are you happy now that your mother is disappointed in you!?!? Are you f-cking happy now!?!?"

I could see a tear slide from his eye. Suddenly, he stood up and kissed me. I pushed him away.

I could see the guilt in his face but i am not that easy to forgive.

I got my main stuff and left the house.

While i was walking to a motel, i felt my heart hurt. I then heard a voice.
??: "you have been stabbed in the heart, you will become really weak and you will be slowly dying."

What? That's what stab in the heart means? What about Yoongi? I felt sad when he left? Why didn't i feel this pain? Did i really not love him from the start?

Suddenly, i felt strong arms carry me bridal style.

??: "i am so sorry."
Namjoon.

I blacked out.

I woke up in a unfamiliar room. Namjoon was in front of me. I was about to scream when he started talking.
Namjoon: "i am sorry, i actually was suppose to play you in the start but when i broke you, it also broke my heart. I am sorry, my mind is just so messed up right now."

I felt pity for him.
Me: "why?"
Namjoon: "well, i broke my girlfriend's heart, my family is going bankrupt and i still have to do the play."
He ruffled his hair in frustration.
Me: "well, maybe you should focus on not spending so much money and focus on the play."
He nodded.

Namjoon: "your last idea worked for me so maybe this idea will."
He stood up.
Namjoon: "why dont we practice for the play?"
I nodded.

He grabbed my arm. I winced. I then remembered, when i am too weak, my powers dont work instead they undo what they did. Therefore i have a long cut on my arm.

Namjoon pulled up my sleeve.

He quickly got a first aid kit and cleaned my wound for me. He finished wrapping it then kissed it.
Namjoon: "it will heal soon, i promise."
He kissed my forehead.

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