The Skate Park

{2}

I'm starting my first day of school here and to be honest, I'm terrified! I was always scared of new people and I feel stupid around them.

I get up and take my shower. I get undressed and turned on green day while I'm in the shower. Still breathing played through my speaker and I started singing

I'm like a child looking off in the horizon
I'm like an ambulance that's turning on the sirens
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a soldier coming home for the first time
I dodged a bullet and I walked across a landmine
Oh, I'm still alive

Am I bleeding?
Am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage
So far away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
My way to you

I'm like a junkie tying off for the last time
I'm like a loser that's betting on his last dime
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a son that was raised without a father
I'm like a mother barely keeping it together
Oh, I'm still alive

Am I bleeding?
Am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage
So far away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away, away...

As I walked out on the ledge
Are you scared to death to live?
I've been running all my life
Just to find a home that's for the restless
And the truth that's in the message
Making my way, away, away

'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away
'Cause I'm still breathing (My way to you)
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own (My way to you)
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way, away
My way to you

I was finished once that song was over and got out of the shower.

I pulled out a black V-neck and black ripped skinnys, and a black and red flannel to go around my waist. And I slip on my skater high black vans.

I walk down stairs to see my mother making breakfast.

"Hey honey. Your breakfast is on the table." she says and points to The table with a plate of pancakes.

"Thanks mom"

"So how was your time at the skate park yesterday?" she asked me while I started eating my pancakes.

"It was good mom" I wasn't going to tell her about all the glares I got or the guy that I talked to.

"That's good sweetie"

"Okay well I have to go"

"Okay have fun on your first day" she tells me and I pick up my board and skate away.

When i got to the front of the school I saw every girl basically wearing the same thing. are they like twins or some shit!

"Ha! What's with the new girl?" some girl whispered to her friend next to her.

"I know right. Does she thinks she's a guy or something" okay! Just because I skate doesn't mean that I'm a guy! I skate because its the only thing that reminds me of my dad! They're all so judgey!

I just walk up to the front desk with my head looking down to the floor.

"Um hi I'm new here. My names Hannah Bell"

"Ah yes! Here's your schedule​" she handed me a white piece of paper and I was off to my locker.

I put all the stuff in my locker and started walking to first period. Math. I hated Math!

I walked in the class and everyone started at me. I think I was gonna have a panic attack right there. I took my seat in the back of the room.

"Hey new girl!" some guy said and swung his arm around my shoulder.

"Um hi.." I said and tried to scoot away from him.

"Don't be shy! Its okay I'm not here to seduce you or anything haha. I'm gay so yeah. I'm Nick by the way" he said and put out his hand.

"Okay. I'm Hannah" I said and shook his hand.

"So hannah, Where'd you move from?" Nick asked me.

"I'm from New Jersey"

"Ooooo a Jersey girl huh?"

"Yeah I guess"

"You don't have to be shy. I just want you to make a friend  on your first day. So what do you say? Friends?"

"Ya" I said and smiled at him.

"There's a smile" he laughed. "I like your style by the way. Its definitely not like the other girls here. They're like twins!"

"That's what I thought!" I said to him and we both laughed together.

"Can I see your schedule​?"

"Sure" I said and handed him my schedule.

"Oh cool! We have next period together and 5th and 6th together and then lunch. You sitting with me at lunch right?"

"Of course" I said.

"Well looks like the new girl made friends with the fag!" some guys come over.

"Just stop Jack" Nick said to the guy who I'm assuming is Jack?

"What its true everyone knows your a fag"

"If that's all you can say, then your not very original" he looked taken back.

"And the new girl talks! Well your a little cutie aren't you" he said and sat next to me.

"Don't talk to me"

"I can talk to whoever I want to sweet cheeks" he said and put his hand on my thigh.

"Don't touch me"

"You can't say you don't like that" he said and his hand inched up higher.

"Hey! Don't touch her!" Nick said and pulled me closer.

"Lets go Hannah" all I could do was nod.

We sat up in the front and the class began.

*skip to lunch*

Nick and I walked out of our 6th period class and walked down to the lunch room. We got our food and walked to his table which already looked like his friends were there.

"Guys this is Hannah. She's new here"

"Hannah?!" oh my god...

"Cole?!"

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Hey lovelies! This is the second chapter in the book and I hope you love it!

Love you all💕
Bye lovelies💜
Stay strong💪