My Mate is My Bestfriend ( On Pause)

Chapter 23

Josh POV
" slow down bubba" Jasmine fussed as Noah stuffed his face with Chicken Alfredo " Not you too Josh " She said throwing her hands up once she looked my way to see me doing the same " sowwy " we both said with full mouths " Pigs " she said laughing then we both looked at each other "oink oink " we both said scrunching up our nose and she laughed super hard then she snorted " Ha ha mommy's a piggy too " Noah said stuffing his mouth while pointing " Ha ha very funny " she said rolling her eyes "we still love you mommy " Noah said blowing a kiss her way " yeah we still love you very much mommy " I said with a wink " no dada you can't call mommy mommy only me can " he said glaring my way " Yeah dada you can't call me mommy " Jasmine said with a smirk " but you can call me da-" I started before she elbowed me in the ribs causing me to choke on my bread " mommy you can't call him dada either " Noah said shaking his head.  " sorry bubba " she said taking the dishes to the sink " hey I got the dishes go care for Noah " I said kissing her head " mommyyy is it bath time " Noah yelled " yes bubba " she said laughing as she walked out of the kitchen . I walked to our bathroom once I was finished washing dishes to find Noah splashing Jasmine with bubbles " stop it bubba " she said laughing " i'm the king of the bath " he yelled " no you're not " I said and they both jumped and looked at me as I came and sat near the tub " Dada your turn " He said splashing me " Oh no you didn't " I said mocking a girl and Noah laughed as I sprayed him with water " come on bubba let's go get ready for bed " Jasmine said wrapping him up in a towel  and carrying him out the room. I was gonna surprise her with a relaxing rose bubble bath to show my appreciation.

" Josh " I heard her call " I'm in the bathroom " I yelled and she came in and leaned against the door frame " what is this for " she asked as I got up and walked behind her kissing her neck " I just wanna, show you how much I appreciate you " I said sheepishly shrugging my shoulders " quoting Beyoncé hmm " she asked wrapping her arms around my neck " Yup " I said laughing wrapping my arms around her before pecking her lips " C'mon you strip I strip "  she said grabbing the bottom of my shirt " I like the sound of that " I said pulling my shirt over my head while she did the same soon we were both naked in the hot bubble bath " this feels nice " She said " you deserve it " I said rubbing her back sinking us further down into the water " I love you loads Josh promise you'll never leave " she said squeezing me " I promise I wouldn't leave if I tried " I said closing my eyes " are we just gonna chill in the water and get old people skin or are we actually gonna get clean " she asked with a smile and I just laughed " We're gonna get clean " I said turning on the shower.
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" This place is absolutely beautiful " she said looking off the balcony " yeah it is " I said wrapping my arms around her " Josh " she whispered "hmm " I mumbled " I'm scared " she whispered her voice shaking " of what " I asked turning her around so we were facing each other " of dying " she said a tear falling " what do you mean " I asked pulling her into me " I feel like I'm not going make it through Lydia's birth " she said mores tears falling " don't say that " I said and she pushed away from me " you know it too you're just denying it " she said backing away " no babe it's not like that " I said reaching for her, my heart breaking with every step she took " Zeph told me , why didn't you tell me you felt like that " she said her voice cracking with every word " Because Zeph told me not too , he told me to stay strong for you , too encourage you to fight " I said a tear finally falling " But- " she started " But nothing you're not leaving me to do this alone...you're gonna get through this birth perfectly fine and we'll move on with our lives, Ok " I said raising my voice " ok " she mumbled " no come here " I said opening my arms and she ran into them and I held the love of my life in my arms for dear life.

Short Ik I'm sorry High School is stressful ASF especially keeping good grades...