a girl crush?

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There's this girl who I know pretty well she's on this super hero team with me. When I first met her I thought she was just the former mean girl who punched out some guy's tooth. But.. I also thought she was kind of amazing I didn't know how or really why but something about her just drew me in. Yes even after she threw me off a cliff.

She didn't know my name until we started sharing our stories didn't even remember the class we were in together. We were strangers I only knew her from our heroic group  we both were in called the power rangers. We were too unfamiliar for me to ask her anything like why'd you cut your hair?

Yet she invited me out to a café in an effort to grow closer. And she made me laugh and smile things I've never felt comfortable doing. It was like just being with her I felt like anything was possible.

A girl I knew next to nothing about was making me laugh like we were old friends. I grew close to Jason, Billy, and Zack too. But Kim was.. well she was just different.

When she'd smile I'd feel this warmness in my chest this indescribable longing to smile too. There were no words for this feeling.
I started to notice things I'd ignored before.

Like how her eyes twinkle when she's truly happy. Or when she's nervous to ask something she'll bite the end of her lip. Or how when we're training with the others sometimes not overly often she'll see me looking at her and flash a smile with dimples and all.

And then the things I'd notice would get more in depth. Like I'd see her standing there asking me how she looked and think too beautiful for words. When she'd laugh I'd think I want to be the one making her laugh.

I wasn't sure if this was just a girl crush or something real. Too afraid it was more than that I found myself avoiding her. More and more when she'd ask to come over I'd say I'm busy. I thought distance would make this go away be better for both of us.

But.. I didn't expect her to be so angry. I thought this would be better ignoring her would be better but now seeing those tears in her once beautiful eyes I see I was a fool. "Trini !" I looked up to the familiar voice.

"Kim.." I barely found the name easy to say. "Why why have you been acting like like I don't exist why do I feel like your pushing me away did I do something wrong for fuck's sake Trini just tell me so I can fucking fix it!" I found myself unable to speak as she cried in pain.

"I've been feeling .. something I shouldn't be feeling when I'm with you Kim I just thought that it'd be better if I stayed away from you" After I said that I realized how much it hurt me to. She blinked her teary eyes and then did the last thing I'd expect.

She slapped me across my left cheek. I put my hand to the mark. "you fucking idiot if your feeling something like that why wouldn't you just tell me?!" She screamed at me through much more teary eyes. "I thought it wouldn't matter I thought you'd hate me call me disgusting say you never want to see me again!" "That gave you no right to shut me out!" "I was afraid if I told you that I want to be with you you'd walk away taking the only thing that ever brought me real happiness!" ".. What would that be?" ".. " "Trini what would I take that brings you happiness?" "You would take away you" ".. You like me that much?" ".yea " "for how long" ".. Since you took me to that café" ".." ".."

I thought bottling up my feelings and putting them on a shelf was the best for us. But .. I never stopped to consider how Kim would feel about that. "Trini" "hmm?" "Come ere " "okay.." Then as unexpected as the slap came her lips pressing against mine.

I felt her hand rest on the mark she left on my cheek and saw a tear roll down her cheek as if to say I'm sorry I hit you. I kissed her back and it was like all those stupid things you see in rom coms and tv shows and romance novels. When we finally separated we looked into each others eyes.

And we both smiled I wiped her tears with my thumb and pulled her into my arms. I missed her I missed seeing her face every day but most of all I missed that beautiful smile. "so what now?" "Now we relax and try to find a way to tell the guys" "haha oh they'll love that " "mhm " "Zack will probably call me crazy girl's girlfriend" "hm?" "Oh I'm sorry I just thought now that we" I pressed a chaste kiss to her still moving lips.

"We are " "don't scare me like that jerk" "sorry sorry" 

My heart strings were pulled while writing this oh my gosh

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