Chapter 18

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I woke up in my nice warm comfortable bed. I looked around the room and it was silent like no one was ever home. I looked at the time and it was 3pm. I don't even know how I got home last night. I just know my body was sore and achy. I got up to go to the bathroom and take a shower.

About time you up.! Tommy said coming into the room as I was getting dress.

Heyy T.

Yo what the fuck was that about last night.?

What you mean.?

You in the middle of the street crying so hard in the ran. Dude you was almost hit what's wrong with you and you was drunk as fuck. You lucky Jay'Ceon wasn't here last night.

Jay'Ceon is not my father so if I wanna take a couple drinks I can.! If I wanna go out I can.

Yeah okay and what do you think he's gonna do miss i can do whatever I want.

He do whatever he wants why can't I.?

Because your not him.! He yelled. Now I don't know what's up with you but you need to get it together for my nephews. He walked out the room and down the stairs.

I done lost 3 kids to this man total all because of him I hated him. I honestly didn't care what happened to him or what Jay'Ceon did for that matter. The boys was gonna spend the rest of the summer up in New York with grandma well Amanda's mom also known to them as grandma. I didn't wanna send my babies away but I couldn't even think straight right now and I don't know how long it's gonna be before I can get back to normal. I'm overly hurt. I started to pack their things and everything they needed for the summer. They was gone with Jay'Ceon and I didn't know how long it would be before they got back but I texted him to let them know that's where they will be headed. They always listen to him better. I don't know maybe it's a guy/son thing.

I layed back down trying to analyze my thoughts. My head was every where and i needed to go back to sleep. These couple of sips of Henny i took was doing the trick. I really didn't wanna get stuck on alcohol so I decided to roll up. I never smocked before this but I wanted to feel high, I wanted to be numb to my pain I was going through.

I woke up and Jay'Ceon was here. I was still high from earlier so I didn't say much. I got in the car and sat in the back seat with my boys hugging and kissing them. Of course they pushed me off and laughed which only made me smile as well. Jay'Ceon pulled up to the airport and my heart went into deep sorrow and I started to cry. I walked them to their gate and we sat with them until it was time to leave.

I'll be right back.! I said getting up I was gonna run and get them some food to snack on. Even though they where flying first class they where hungry now.

Milan.? A male voice said from behind me. I turned around to see a familiar face.

Do I know you.? I asked a little confused.

Yeah it's me Delvonte.!  (Delvonte was Ricky older brother. Ricky was my bestfriend he got kilt when we was 16. Ricky was my heart he was like the big brother I never had. But Delvonte was always a cutie he had a little hood in him but he was so sweet and down to earth he was the perfect hood gentlemen. He could have and get any girl he wanted. After Ricky died Delvonte lost it he was skippin school, stealing, getting into fights, being all around disrespectful. After he graduated his mom shipped him off to the Air Force. I never heard of him again.)

Hi how are you.! I said hugging him.

I'm good how you doing.?

I'm okay, just tryna live.

I hear that. How's yo mom and sister.? I bet lil Ari all grown now.!

I paused before I spoke trying not to choke on my words. "Actually my mom passed away almost 12 years ago now. And Shortly after she passed Ari did to she was shot"

What.? Yo if you need anything I'm here for you baby girl.

I'm good. How's life treating you right now.?

It's going I can't complain. I'm in the middle of a divorce right now and tryna get full custody of my daughter.

Shut up your married.!? With a kid.! I said shocked.

Yeah.! He laughed.

Oh my god I thought I would never see that day.

Me either. It didn't last, you can't turn no hoe into a house wife.

I said the same thing and still tried to turn one into a husband.

You married too.?

Yeah.! I laughed.

Wow lil Mi all grown up. He must be a lucky man.

I use to think so but now I'm not to sure any more.

Well you know maybe you gone find better, you never know.

I don't know.!

He treat you right.?

Mommmy.!! Cam and Harlem yelled running over to me.

You have kids.?

Yeah.! I laughed shyly.

Damn girl and you still fine like wine. He said licking his lips.

I know I look a mess don't pump my head up.! I laughed.

I'm serious doe. But look Ima let you go. Take my number.! He said taking my phone and putting his number in it.

I will give you a call. You moving back here or you leaving.?

I'm moving back. I'm stationed here for a while.

You still in the Air Force.?

Yeah.!

That's what's up.! I'm gonna call you.

I look forward to it.! He said kissing my check. "Bye lil mans " he smiled at Cam and Harlem.

Who is he.? Cam asked rolling his eyes.

A old friend of Mommy's.! I said giving them their snacks.

Does daddy know him.! Harlem asked.

No he doesn't.!

Oh it's kinda cool you and daddy can have opposite sex friends Aries is funny I think you would like her. Harlem said.

Who is Aries.?

Har.! Cam said pushing Harlem trying to make him shut up.

Camron.! I barked separating them. "Tell me who's Aries"

Daddy said not to say anything.! Him and her just friends but she went to the movies with us today. And last week.

Seriously.!?

Yeah.! Harlem answered. My blood was boiling. I walked my babies on to their plane and kissed them both bye. I walked past Jay'Ceon getting in the car I didn't have shit to say to him.

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