I get up from my bed and get ready for school wearing a black sweatshirt gray leggings and my red converse with just foundation and some mascara and went downstairs and saw mom making pancakes and eggs she told me to eat and not be late to school I ate and grabbed my keys and walked out the door and thought why mom could be so happy but anyways I jumped in the car and drove to school I got to school seeing Grayson talking to Ethan and Nate number 23 on the football team and then I saw Sarah waving at me and yelling my name I was walking up to her when I noticed Ethan staring at me like a hawk I just looked at him then back at sarah still waving I walked up to sarah and hugged her then we walked in to school while I told her about what happens yesterday she thinks Ethan likes me but how am so ugly after school sarah said she couldn't come over which was good because I have to meet up with Ethan for some reason I went to the gym Ethan standing on the girls locker room door and I went over to him and he pushed me in starting to kiss me and I pushed off but missing his lips I asked him why he did that he said that as soon as I saw you I wanted to kiss your full lips that made my knees weak but then before I fell Ethan caught me and kissed me once more before saying eat lunch with him and left I was so confused at what happen I couldn't breathe but I walk to my car and drove to my house I got out my car and went in the house to see Blake sitting on the couch while mom made dinner I asked why she was home so earlier she said earlier shift at work so I came home and started making dinner then I told Blake to come upstairs with me and I asked him what Grayson's phone number was and he told me and I put it in my phone and texted Grayson and asked him to come over without Ethan he didn't ask why he just came over when he got here I asked him a few questions then he just kissed me it was a lot ruffer then Ethan's kiss his was slow and soft but Grayson's was fast and tough I pushed him off not missing his lips like I did Ethan's I asked him why he did that he said he wants to make Ethan jealous because I found a girl to fuck and not him and I was furious and I told him to get out he did and I blocked his number and just cried my self to sleep without dinner or anything just my tears
