dear bully ( Completed)

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Luke's POV ...

I'm on my way from football practice, coach has been riding our asses this season he really wants us to win this time, so I'm fucking exhausted.

I go right to bed planning on getting some sleep but I stop when I see a notebook laying on my bed

I pick it up and start reading it I soon realized it was Amber's journal entries from the day me and my friends started bullying her

Each entry was worse than the one before
I feel so guilty for doing all of those things but once I started I couldn't stop

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At first me and my buddy's thought it would be fun to pick on Amber a little but the more we did it the funner it seemed to get so everything turned
From harmless picking to full on abuse. Physically, emotionally, and mentally.
After a while I wanted to stop but I didn't want to get laughed at too.
I was not going to become a fool too just because I became a softy so even though I felt guilty and horrible I still did it.
I tryed helping her but every time I tryed she just glared at me with hatred burning in her eyes.
She argued with me and told me to leave her alone and that she would keep starving herself.
I never knew what to say back to her and every time I thought of something people would come over and I would have to hurt her again.

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I just got done reading her last entry and am currently running out of the house and into hers. Her door was unlocked.
I ran up to what I'm hoping is her room and opened the door to see that I wasn't wrong it was in fact her room.

Was,

I found her in a pool of her own blood, their are cuts everywhere on her deep cuts one her

Arms

Legs

Thighs

Stomach

Hips

Wrists

Everywhere

I was too late just like she sayed I would be.

This is all my fault, I have killed her she is dead

I sink to my knees disgusted with myself for causing this I hate myself right now

I called the cops and told them I found her body when I went to ask her for help on my math homework. She was smart.

I know I lied about how I found her body but I couldn't tell them the real reason I already have enough guilt I don't need others to give me more

Dear victim.

I am so sorry I know this means nothing to you

You never diserved anything that happened to you

I'm sorry

From luke your sorry bully.