Her POV"
I sat at the couch, get my iPad and check for my schedule.
*Monday- First Day of school (St.Claire Scholastica University *
Tss! Bakit ko ba kailangan pang pumasok.
I hate school of all lalo na kung sa pilipinas.
It was the ten times I think na lilipatan ko ng school. Yeah! I'm a bully. Crop it! Proud bully.
I really love to play tricks, manipulating. But for me simpleng prank lang yun.
Masyado lang nilang tini'take ng seryoso.
Kayo ayun kick out dito kick out doon.
But the hell I care! Hindi ako napapagod mas masaya nga e.
*kriiiing* *kriiiiing*
"Ya! May tumatawag!" I shouted.
"Y-oung lady si young master po" sabay abot niya ng telepono.
(Babe.Nasa pilipinas ka nga. Bakit hindi mo man lang sinabi na uuwi ka)
"Kuya naman! Bumibisita ka naman sakin sa America. At para namang hindi mo kilala ang magaling mong ama as always kapag inutos niya kailangan sundin"
(She's still your father babe) he whisper.
"No thanks. Sayo na lang"
(Pssh! Kamusta ka na? God! I miss you so much you should visit her in ---)
"Sa opisina mo. In your wildest dream kuya alam mong never akong tatapak sa kompanya ni dad I mean ni tanda"
(Hindi ka pa rin nagbabago sobrang tigas pa rin ng ulo mo)
"You too! Ikaw pa rin ang literal na meaning ng workaholic" I laugh.
(I'm sure kay red mo nalaman yan) he laugh also.
"Yup! Nagtatampo na naman siya mas mahal mo pa kasi yang opisina mo kesa sa kanya and you should date her this week makikipag da---"
(Makikipag-date siya sa iba? I know she can't do it) he laugh again.
"Yeah right! Sana lang ma'realize na din ni red na ang walang kwenta kung kuya ay hindi deserving and she's a professional model madali ka niyang mapapalitan"
(Wait! You should support me here babe I'm your brother Hahahahahaha)
"Whatever~" I roll my eyes .
(At baka nalilimutan mo di---)
"Na full package ka, that in your young age successful ka na nakukuha lahat ng gusto mo, sikat na businessman, respetadong tao, drag racer, professional model pag di busy, soccer player at habulin ng napaka-daming babae" dire-diretso kong sabi.
(Hahahahahaha Gotcha! May kulang pa)
"At may napaka-ganda, napaka-sexy, napaka-hot na kapatid na si Ivanna Hahahahahaha" I join him in laughing.
(Got it! Your the best babe.)
"Of course I do. So see you around?"
(Yeah! It's getting late you should sleep. Take care babe I love you honey)
"You too. Bye!"
I walk upstairs and change my clothes into a comfy one.
I curl up and shut my eyes.
"Honey take care of yourself. Wala na ang super mommy mo. Don't worry I'll always at your side no matter what happen makikinig pa rin ako sa mga kwento mo, tutulungan pa rin kitang gumawa ng lunch para sa dad mo, pupunta tayo sa school ng kuya mo ha" the woman whisper in air holding her breath.
"M-om ayokong *hik* maiwan *hik* kay d-ad. Yo-ur not *hik* living m-e. Y-our not *hik* living u-s" a girl with curly brown hair wipe her tears away and hug the woman who is arching her body.
Her cheeks and nose turn into red because of crying.
Her white dress turn into red because of blood.
"Y-our a-a bi-g girl r-ight?" the helpless woman try to smile and hold the poor girl face.
"N-o m-om kuya *hik* was c-coming *hik* malapit na *hik* s-iya" the girl cry hard .
"Sssh. H-ush now i-van-na. I'm n-ot living y-ou an-d you-r kuy-a"
"MOMMMMM!" I shouted.
I feel my the tears running down in my cheeks.
I hold my chest.
Stupid heartbeat.
It was nightmare again -____-
Hindi nabubuo ang araw ko ng hindi ako binabangungungot. I accept that it was part of my daily routine. Nightmare and crying.
Life sucks so much.
I feel lifeless and hopeless. I always said to myself na simula nang mamatay si mommy wala nang halaga ang buhay ko. But now I realize meron pa. And it was the revenge.
Buti na lang my room was soundproof.
No one will know how weird I am.
I open my drawer and take my pills.
Yeah! I'm taking pills so I can sleep but in just eight hours.
But it was limited I can't take it everyday .
That pills has side effect being bipolar/moody, also it cause allergies such as allergy in sweets and salty foods.
That pill was drug it affect my heart that causes lost of air sometimes.
I have regular weekly check up.
It was how mysterious and weird I am.
