I did'nt know I was sitting on my bed....staring at the wall
after I had gone home from school. This was my usual
habit when I'm having second thoughts.....
Denise,my bestie, was siblings with Austin for as long as I
recall and she had been inviting me to Austin's
house party this weekend. At first, I did'nt want to go......
but I of course did'nt want to dissapoint Denise.
Question: Should I go? Or I should'nt?
Ughh.....this was a tough choice. Mom yelled up the
staircase to let me know that supper's ready.
I stood up and went down....for sure Denise would understand
that I have Bipolar syndrome.....wait....what's that illness by
the way?
Arghh.......I wish I could solve my problem....Making an excuse
to her would be so lame.......especially if she's my BFF.
I'd rather think about it later......Starveness was one of
my weaknesses........
