dear diary; jungri

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Dear diary,
i hate being selfish. jungkook did not wait for me at the gate where he always does and it upset me. nonetheless i decided to let it go and just ask him where he was and so. when i reached first period his desk was empty but his things were there. I took a seat in the desk beside his and shortly his phone signaled a new message had arrived. my instincts got the best of me and i turned to look at the name. it said "sooyoung" as in my friend. she's the person my best friend has been messaging all along. I looked away when i noticed him coming in the class, with a huge smile may i add. I knew if i opened my mouth to say something then i would make a fool out of myself, so I stayed quiet and didn't greet him. he patted my head and took his seat next to mine. i didn't ask where he was afraid of the response but it's obvious to me he wasn't alone while i was.

Sincerely, Kim Yerim.

(Date: November 17, 2016)