We used to love each other as friends,
Then we loved each other more than a friend,
But now even you don't say it, i can see it in your face,
That you don't love me anymore, and love someone else.
I used to smile whole-heartedly with you,
But now I'm faking my smile when I'm with you,
Because I never thought that it's painful to pretend nothing,
Nothing ever happened when I'm actually bleeding.
Maybe I should give up,
And start my life from the top,
Because I keep on sacrificing for you,
But hurting me is the only thing you do.
Maybe I should face the reality,
and start to forget the fantasy,
Even how much I wish for it,
It will only remain as a dream I always kept.
Maybe I should start forgetting all about you,
I should stop pushing myself over you,
I should burn your pictures on my shelf,
And start to live without you by myself.
But I want you to remember April 2nd,
Because it's the day I let go of your hand,
You should love the girl you choose over me,
Cause I know she is better than me.
Is it juat a dream?
Is it nothing but a dream?
Now all i can say is goodbye,
Cause you never cared or even dare to try.
