Hey my dudes, oki lets get into what I wanna talk about, so an ex of mine (not gonna say any names), her bros keeps texting me things like "kill yourself, your still alive, why arnt you dead yet" and then they block me before i can reply *laughs* im not gonna kill myslef anytime soon. Wanna know why, because im gonna get married soon to my bf/fiancé Harry and i have wonderful friends, that love me so much and my depression is getting better, plus they say she dont hate me *laughs more* sure she dont and yet she lets them text me shit like that... I gotta admit its pretty funny to me. Im turning back into the old jay...like im happier, less depressed and yea. So if you guys see this, go ahead keep telling me to kill myself, keep telling me to die, but just know that i wont not until its my time to go naturally...i Dont give a shit anymore on whet you say im not ugly, stupid, or weak no not one bit, but i am Strong and Brave...ish rn im on a plane to Yuma AZ, with jaxon and jasmine plus. I dont wanna die anymore and i actually threw all my blades away. By that i mean i gave mine and jaxon's to a friend that threw them away. So yea im perfectly happy now with my life now. So im not gonna kill myslef even if you want me too hahaha its very funny actually. You and me break up and you tell me to kill myslef but when we were together you said you cant lose me hahaha
