Wedding Vows of a Fangirl

I could say that I'll love you until the last breath leaves my body. Until both my hearts give out. I could say "for worse or for better." I could say "in sickness and in health." But I won't.  Because those are the vows of hopeful couples. Of optimistic couples. I am not here because I am hopeful. I'm not here because I am optimistic. I am here because I am sure. Because I am certain. Because I can stand here and truthfully say "this is my favorite ship." I will not love you until we are both dead. Death isn't the end. Instead I will love you till every planet disappears, till every star burns out, and until the universe collapses in on itself. I want to be the Dean to your Cas. The John to your Sherlock. The Charlie to your Jo. If you'll have me, I'd like to be the umbrella to your Mycroft, the Willow to your Tara, and the Bilbo to your Thorin. I wanna be the Draco to your Harry. The Captain America to your Winter Soldier. Till the end of the line. Always. I've always wondered what it'd be like to live like they do in fanfiction. To fall in love like they do in fanfiction. Then I met you. And suddenly it was boring reading the same two people falling in love, over and over and over. The same "I love you" written 500 different ways. It quickly became quite dull reading about the adventures somebody else had when they fell in love. Because I suddenly found myself living it. {Insert Name}, I want to be your goldfish. I want to know what falling in love every minute of every day feels like. But I don't want to do it with anyone but you. I'd offer to give my heart to you, but it seems you've already got it. This road goes ever on and on. And I couldn't imagine a better person to travel it with.

I hope that's good. I don't know if I'll ever remember this is here, but if I do, I won't have to worry about writing my vows!😂😂