Alone

Alone.

That's what she felt.
Even with thousand friends and loving step - parents, she felt all alone.

A smile was always plastered on her face. She listened to everyone, wiped everyone's tears but no one was there to wipe hers. She didn't have anyone to talk to. Her parents gave her all the love, but still she felt alone. But she could never forget her real mother. The strongest woman she had seen.

Her mother fought against the world until the world gave up. Nothing could ever make her forget her mother.

Everyone at school, at home thought she was happy, thought she was the most positive person in the world. But it was her heart that held all her pain. All her tears. To others, she was happy. But they say....

"The one who smiles the most is the one who is in  most pain."

Dark cold and silent.

Dry leaves crisped underneath her feat as she walked in the deadly cold nights of the ever silent graveyard. "Hey mom!" She voiced out as she sat on the cool ground. "I don't have anyone in the world to talk to. I just miss you mom." The cold wind made her shiver. But it didn't scare her, it never did.

"My depression is getting worse. But don't worry your daughter is too strong to be defeated." Her voice cracked. Tears made it to her eyes and one single spilled over.

"No I shouldn't cry. Mother would be disappointed. Don't worry mom I will never forget your words."

She rolled up her sleeves revealing red, angry gashes. Engraved on her skin were her mother's last words,

"The world is too worthless to show your real emotions."

She smiled getting up and wiped her tears. Nothing could break her apart. She had everyone around but still she was completely alone.