If you ever read this you'll know its for you,
I really don't think you realize how much a part of my life you are. Your like a drug I can't escape but honestly I don't ever want to escape you. I will really miss you... Like I don't think you realize how depressed I'm getting.... Just thinking about never speaking to you again kills me. I would give up almost anything to keep you but to be honest I couldn't give up enough to deserve you. I guess what I'm getting at is I never deserved a chance with you, but I am really grateful you gave me that chance. Ans I hope in the months you've known me I've at least brought you a part of the joy you bring me. Every time you talk to me I get all giddy and excited... Like I got a new puppy <3 You make my day. But at that you can break my heart. I know we've had our rough spots especially lately but we usually pull through. Even if this time we don't I will love you forever and always... You are my one and only and I don't think I'll ever find anyone who comes even remotely close to your spot in my heart. Maybe someday we will get married an have a family. But even if we don't I hope she makes you happy. Makes you want to never let her go. Even though it pains me, I'll never beg you to stay if you want to go. I love you. Have an amazing life bae.
Forever and always yours,
Bailey
