Untold Story

Part 3 - Flashback to..

Jamie POV

"Knock..knock .." I rang the bell while tapping Dakota door. "This is me Dakota .." no answer from inside the trailer.

"Dakota ... it's been more than an hour given Foley, we have to finish the take today, come on .... Dak? Are you asleep? "I increased the volume of my voice, just in case Dakota had fallen asleep in her trailer after lunch.

No answer ...... suddenly there was a thud from inside, followed by the sound of a screech and ... "Yeah ... wait a minute Jamie .." Dakota sounded faintly from the inside. But still no sign of the door opened.

Five minutes ... without any sign of Dakota's appearance.

"Dak, are you okay?" I was a little worried, what circumstances made her able to answer from inside but could not open the door. What she is doing? is satisfying herself, my filthy thoughts begin to drift up to imagine Dakota satisfying herself in her trailer, rubbing her clit with her fingers, or twisting her nipples from her breast covering, satisfying herself as I often do , Hahahaha .... i laughed dry.

Thinking of Dakota touching herself made 'that' part of my body ... hardened and made my front jeans tighten. Dakota's white breasts, with her nipples are erect red, it feels that chewy while in between my teeth, rounded butt .. Oh .. not the right moment, Stop Dornan !! I tried to block my mind from the shadows.

Or ... there is someone with him in the trailer, both naked, and just finished satisfying desire. The thought made me sick ... there was a sudden heat burning my chest and made me want to hit someone. Can not!! Dakota should not be associated with another man as long as she plays Anastasia Steele Gray! She's just mine, she belongs to Christian Gray, end of discussion.

Then, what happens when Fifty Shades ends James? Ask my cynical voice .... ended your right to be possessive of Dakota? What's your right to forbid her from getting close to anyone other than you? Or .. what answer would you give to Millie about your possessiveness toward another woman? You must be realistic James.

Imagining all those thoughts made me overwhelmed with despair, it was like choking at the thought of not being able to feel Dakota's embrace, the warmth of her body, the sweet jokes, or the adorable naughtyness. Like ... the end of the world to me.

But .... is this all my fault? Am I less stubborn against my own passions?

Since the beginning of our meeting in the Fifty Shades of Gray cast I've discovered the electrical vibrations of the chemical bonds between us, it's unlikely that it's all from the beginning because it plays with the son of the legendary Don Johnson and Melanie Griffith. Or the 'no sex during pregnancy' syndrome that Millie made already causing me sexually frustated prolonged, and took it out on Dakota?

I've tried to be professional, when I first came, though I admit I'm a little stunned to see the natural beauty of Dakota that I can only see on the television screen. Even when I got a call from Sam Taylor Johnson for the role of Christian Gray, I had discussed it with Millie, who was pregnant at the time, did she mind my role, would she feel jealous of the erotic scenes I would play, Millie's emotional instability postpartum later, can all this encourage her to have Baby blues syndrome. I do not want Millie to suffer just for the role I'm receiving.

In the first few months of filming I went smoothly, Sam wanted a chemistry between me and Dakota which was a little less. We do non-sex scenes at the start of the take, while waiting for us to be more familiar. Even though Sam told me to take Dakota out more often, I just obeyed in the first months. We spent several nights eating, joking, hanging out with the whole crew. But after the filming of the sex scene, I no longer had a night out with Dakota, with friends, or just the two of us.

"Yeah Jamie ... come on in" Suddenly Dakota's face poked out from behind the trailer door, stopping my mind that was already flying out. Her face flushed, panting, and my heart beating faster.