T.O.P's frist love

chapter two

Top got up and looked arround a little trying to remember why he was on the couch and then it all came back to him, he gets up and stretches walking into his room to check on g-dragon. when he walks in he notices that g-dragon was gone, top whent over to the bed and sees a note on the stand next to his bed.

hey top i am sorry about having you come all the way back out to get us last night and about what i said and did last night but the thing is....i wasnt lieing when i said that to you...im just sorry that i had finally told you when i was piss drunk. maybe if i wouldnt have been drunk things would have ended differently...but then agin maybe not, the piont is am sorry and i hope we can stilll be friends after this.
GD

After reading the note top sighs and gets some clean clothes from his dresser and jumps into the shower and changes, afer geting dressed he styles his hair a bit and grabs his phone walking out to the kitchen getting some coffee. top sits at his table drinking his coffee thinking about g-dragon whenhis phone rings.

"Hello?" top said without looking at the caller id and pust his cup down on the table.

"Uh hey... i didnt think you were gonna answer my call" top looked up a little shocked and then looked down at the table nervous.

".....G-dragon...im sorry i didnt know it was you i picked up without looking at who it was..." top said as he played with his cup nervously and thinking about what he should do.

"oh its alright....hey top do you think i can come over to your place and talk? you did get he note i left for you this morning right?" top could her thank g-dragon was nervous anf maybe even a little depressed. he took a drink of his coffee and tried not to sigh.

"Yeah i got it....and i dont think we have anything to talk about g-dragon you cleared up what happen last night in the note so unless you have somthing else you want to talk about i really don’t think you need to come over....at least not right now." top said as he wished he could be as up front about his feelings for g-dragon as he was last night but he knew he could never tell g-dragon the truth because of what the other band member might think if they starting dating.

"o-oh ok....im sorry for bothering you top...ill let you go.." top closed his eyes and put his head down after hereing how heart broken g-drgaonsouned and he sighed thinking to himself ‘fuck them i need him to be happy again'

"G-dragon!...come over please..i need to see you, ill be waiting here for you so please come." top said and then hung up not wanting to here g-dragons respons and got up finishing his coffee and went to the living room to watch tv before g-dragon showed up. it didn’t take long until top heard a car door shutting and g-dragon running up the steps nocking on his door.

top sighed and tryed to think about what he should do when he sees him, getting up he went to the door and opened it seeing g-dragon in a white mucles shirt and black ripped up skiny jeans and his blond hair pushed back into a black beany. he couldnt belive that he could look so hot and cute at the same time in such a simple outfit.

"top?' g-dragon said looking up at him and top grabs g-dragon and pulls himside closeing the door and pushes him agaist it and kisses g-dragon solftly at first but then kisses him harder aftering feeling his soft lips on his pulling g-dragon into a hug after pulling back from the kiss and  holds him close. g-dragon blushes hard at what top just did and trys to keep himself from falling because his knees feel weak from the amazing kiss they just shared and g-dragon puts his arms around top hugging him back.

"T-top....what uh, i mean...uh.." top smiles hereing him shuddering and having a hard time trying to form a stence as he keeps hugging him.

"im sorry g-dragon the truth is i have liked you for a long time....about 3 years now and i never had to courge to say anything about it to you becasue i didnt think you felt the same way. when you said that to me last night i wanted to fuck you so bad, but you were drunk so i thought you were just speaking nonsence....and the note this morning...." top said and let go of g-dragon looking down at him.

g-drgon looked up at top blushing and smiling happy knowing that top likes him as much as he likes top. he stod ther for alittle and then stode on his toes to kiss him once more softly and pulled back.

"im sorry for not telling you sooner top, but i love you." g-dragon said smileing and top blushed making g-dragon chuckle.

"i..i love you to." top said simling down at him and chuckled a little. top was happy to here g-dragon back to his old self, just when top was going to kiss him again he phone went off and he looked at it.

"it teayang, he siad we have to get to the dance studio because our manger wants to talk to us about something." top said grabing his car keys and walked out the door as g-dragon followed.

"you can ride with me and leave your car here." he said as g-dragon noded and jumped in tops car. he quickly put on some music turning it up loud smiling and starts sing to the song while top just pulled out of his praking lot laughing at him.