“Harry wait… This isn’t right. I-I need an explanation. Why did you left? Why didn’t you bothered on calling me? Just why?”
He left out of nowhere. He didn’t called, or even texted me. I was broken at the time. Lonely, it was like hell because back then he was my everything.
-
“Goodnight love.” He whispered in my ear while planting a kiss on my forehead.
“Night Love you, see you tomorrow at school.” I said while kissing him on the lips. Every kiss of ours feels like a first. It can be the tenth, of the twentieth but the sparks remain there sparking like there is no end.
“Yeah.. See ya. I love you to the moon and back, and then back again.” He said making me giggle. “Why are you being so.. Charming out of nowhere?” I tease. He is always charming, just that now it’s different.
“I’m always charming.. what are you talking about?” he laughs me joining him.
“Yeah sure..” I pecked him on the lips.
“Love you, Remember to never stop loving me, and always dream about me doesn’t matters how far I am. Alright?” he asks as worry places on his beautiful face.
“Is everything alright?” I asked, as he bit his lip, preventing tears from rushing down his face.
“Yeah, yes why?” he asks blinking repeatedly.
“Harry you are about to cry. You never cry.. what’s wrong?” I asked concerned.
“Nothing okay!” he half-shouted
“I’m sorry, I don’t know why you’re acting so weird, nothing is wrong alright. Don’t worry. Love you, I gotta go” and with that he rushed outside my window as usual.
-
“Well… Can we at least go to somewhere adequate?” he asked motioning me towards my car.
“Where are we going?” I asked.
“My place, somewhere I don’t know..” I shook my head
“I-I can’t.. I well um kind of have a date” I again forgot about the date with Jake.
He huffed.
“A date with who? We just kissed and now you are going on a date?”
It’s stupid from him to say that. He has fucked tons of girls, no doubt.
“Slow down Styles.. What about Cindy huh? Mind your own business” I fired back.
“She doesn’t means shit to me, compared to you.” He said wrapping his hands around my waist.
“Then why did you go?” I asked feeling tears rushing down my cheeks.
“I-I can’t tell you right here. So please let’s go to my place.”
What else can I do? Deny, no if I want to know the truth, and face it I’ll have to find it.
“Alright. You have an hour.”
-
We arrived to his place. Which was my favorite place to be, at times. The old but yet couches, full of cushions which smells like him. Everything of this place reminds me of us. How we used to love each other like there’s no tomorrow.
“Sit down Bree, this is like your house, it will always be.” He said walking towards the kitchen.
I took a seat on the couch biting my nails. Why am I so nervous all of the sudden? Well I’m about to know why exactly all this happened.
He came back with two mugs full of tea. He handed me one mug. I thanked him as he sat on the opposite side of the couch.
“Well… as seen I only have… 40 minutes I should start talking…” he said looking at his all-time watch.
Harry’s POV
“First of all, I never intended to leave you, I escaped. From who you might ask. From dad. You know all the sobriety problems he had. Well one night he came home really drunk..
I hear the front door swung open. It’s 4 in the morning I can’t sleep and now someone is at the door? Are you for real.
I get out of my back, my feet touching the cold wooden floor of my room. I walk down the stairs to find my dad smacking bottles on the floor.
“Dad?-“
“Oh you little piece of shit. What do you want? Money, well I don’t have so shut the fuck up!” he shouted.
“Dad what-“
“I told you to shut up!” he said throwing one of the bottles at me. I feel numb and everything immediately goes black.
“This kind of things happened several times in that month. So I decided to escape. I had no other choice, That night remember?” she nods.
“Was the worst night of my life, it can’t be compared with all the times he beat the crap out of me. No, it hurt seeing you so worried about me while I knew that it was probably the last time I would ever see you. It hurt to see your eyes so disappointed, yet at the same time full of joy how they always are. It hurt to let go the only meaningful thing I’ve ever had. The whole night I just kept wondering if you would move on, remember me, or even still love me as much as I did, still do if I would go back.” I see tears beginning to build up in her beautiful eyes.
“I got arrested because of ‘stealing’ for eight months. How I didn’t had anywhere to go I used to travel from place to place. So one day this old lady thought I was stealing from her when the true is that I was trying to come back to you. That night I got arrested, jail became my new home. When I was out the only thing I asked to myself was ‘does she loves me anymore?’ and I still ask that. Do you?”
I turn at her and her eyes are puffy and red. “Harry right now I-I can’t answer that question. I mean it’s been such a long time. I thought you weren’t even planning on coming back.” She said moving to me and hugging me tightly.
“I’ve missed you” she cries on my shoulder.
“I’ve missed you too.” I say as I kiss her forehead.
We stay in this same position for some minutes until she pulled away.
“I should get going.” She weakly smiles as I nod.
As we reach the door she hugs me again and I do the same.
“See you tomorrow” I say.
“I hope tomorrow doesn’t means in a year..” she jokes as we both laugh.
“It doesn’t” I assure her.
She walks to her car opening the door.
“Hey Harry..” I turn around smirking.
“Yes?” I ask
“Jail made you good, you look… hotter” she blushes.
“You don’t look so bad yourself” I chuckle.
She rolls eyes and drives away.
I’ve known her since forever and she still takes my breath away.
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