My random sadness

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Trying to cope with death is like trying to sew a stitch into your scratched arm.You know it's good for you and that it will help but at the same time you can't stop thinking about the pain and the way it hurts.

You never drank gasoline before and poured it on your lips then held the flame up just to end all of this.Someone rushes in and slaps in out your hand.Make you spit it out and pour it down the drain.They do it because they think there saving you from the pain but nothing hurts when you want to be alone.
There's a burning in my heart there's a pain in my chest help me help me oh it hurts oh oh help me help me oh I cry and forget that I'm alive when I feel like I'm dead.
I wouldn't smile I wouldn't eat I let every glass shard fall on my feet and I screamed out god my does it have to be like this when you stop and think about all pain and shit you've been put through when you start to cry and try to end your life you can't even pick up the knife because you're hand is trembling so much.
1 2 3 cut cut cut
4 5 6 reds all I see I'm out of luck
7 8 9 more red from me the bottom of this bottles fine
10 11 12 I'm ok even though I'm dying
13 14 15 Realized I couldn't be perfect
16 17 18 got up told myself girl wipe those tears
19 20 21 having noted I wasted all those years
22 23 24 now I'm walking to deaths door
25 26 27 boulevard of broken dreams and memories is all this will ever be
28 29 30 all you want to do is leave but soon you'll see it's more than a knife that hides up my sleeve
31 32 33 this bottle of poison is for you not me
34 35 36 I'm done with you I'm done with this
37 38 39 scars all over your face
40 41 42 both of us bleeding out in this case
43 44 45 We'll both go to heaven haters can burn in hell
46 47 48 I've done nothing but rise up since you fell
I will continue the last one but I'm going to title it 100 because of you.
Sometimes I feel like nothing more then a bittersweet tragedy
Always laying on top the ocean
So my black salty tears mix with the waves
Slowly draining me of my life

Sometimes I feel like nothing more then a bittersweet tragedy Always laying on top the oceanSo my black salty tears mix with the wavesSlowly draining me of my life

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 22, 2017 ⏰

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