chapter 1 I can't go on

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Eren POV

I don't want to live anymore ever sense mom died my dad would always beat me morning moon and night and yes i cut i don't have alot of friends but mikasa Admin and sahsa were always their for me but I never told them about what my dad dose to me at home because of I did mikasa would freak and would kill grisha
I heard loud foot steps coming closer to my room I was scared shitless couldn't stop shaking my dad burst through the door and had angry face on "GET UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT YOUR GOING TO BE LATE FOR AND TAKE YOUR WORTHLESS SELF A BATH YOU LOOK DISCUSTING"    "I'm sorry dad I won-" he cut me off by punching me in the face and started to kick and punch me  I tried to protect my face as I could but he saw what that I was trying to cover my face he stop and I uncover my face and then his foot landed on my stomach I gasp and whezzed to feet the air back in my lungs and his foot just landed on my face I felt hot liquid falling from my face and that's when he stop and lefted me their before he left he said  you have no right to call me your father after that he leftI just say their looking to the roof thinking to myself I can't do this anymore I got up want to the bathroom and pulled out a razor and made one deep cut and not so deep cuts on both arms and I made two deep cuts on my thighs and some more cuts this is the only thing that can calm me after i made enough cuts I  jumped or limp into the shower and wash ever part of my body the soap startes to burn my cuts but made me smiled pain is the only thing I felt sense I was 6 years old after I got out of the shower I dried myself off and put my boxers on and my black rip jean pants and a black sleeve shirt with white words that said who gives a fuck and I put bandages around my left and right arm I got my black convers on and my green backpack and walked out the door heading to school

~Timed skip on coconut~
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I made it to school and see admin mikasa and sasha that ran to me and yelled Hey eren
How have you been six you had a good weekend said sahsa "yeah I did" I lied look to see mikasa giving me look that said I know that's not true face, but I ignored it whetried to walk p ext mikasa grabbed my arm I felt a sting and yelp in pain mikasa notice and let go she turned me around to look at me what happened to your face she said almost talk eren "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE" was it jean agianI flinch at her vocie and droped to the floor and started to cry and saying I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry please don't hurt me mikasa sahsa and armin look at me shock eren whats wrong "why would we hurt yo- did your dad abused you" she said almost yelling I didn't look at her I just stared at armin and sahsa both of the with wide eyes "EREN!! PLEASE TELL ME" mikasa said with years in her eyes I looked at her and noded "and how long has this been going on" she said i slowy turned away trying not to make eye contact and said "when my mom died" that's when mikasa Admin and sasha started to cry and why didn't you tell us eren we're your best friends said armin look at him and sasha got down on her knee's and slow cralwed t oweds me and hug me tight why why didn't you tell us eren aaid sasha
and that's when I started to cry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry you guys I said sobbing and crying I was scared that you would look at me different and that's when mikasa and armin joined the hug and we we're all crying and mikasa got her phone out and and handed it to armin and called the school and told them that mikasa eren armin and sasha ain't coming to school today  mikasa got up and and said "come on your living with us for now on" I looked at her and said "what about my dad" I said don't worry about your dad now let's go to your house and get your stuff ok she said giving me get hand so I could attend up ivsmiled and took her hand said yeah ok I said sobbing

~Time skip on potato girl and blady~
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We want to my house and went inside and no sign of my dad we all went up stair and to my room mikasa asked were was my clothes at I pointed at the dresser she noded and got my clothes sasha was down stairs eating and taking food from the fridge and armin kept watch by the window down stairs we got what we needed and left I left a note for my dad and left I didn't tell him were I was going so he wouldn't find me and then hurt me or wross kill me but I do want to die but that will wait until night time I hope my friends won't see me go we hopped into mikasa's car and drove to her house you all souls sleep it's going to take an hour or get their mikasa said and i tried to until mikasa turn on the radio and my favorit song came on please don't go by Joel Adams i smiled and hummed through the song and fell deep asleep

~Time skip to Mi_kasa_sue_case house~
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I was awokend by mikasa shaking me to get up I looked at confused "we're here eren come on let head inside" i nodded ok i said I got up and went inside mikasa said I could take the guest room  I walked into the guest room and I unpacked my stuuf took and long cold shower brushes my teeth and headed down stairs and found mikasa armin and sasha eating pizza and watch a movie on the tv I joined them and are pizza and I tasted so good I never got the chance to eat pizza before but at as long as I'm here and my best friends enjoying the movie and my company I sat their smilng to bad I have to see the smiling one last time before I go
I was time for us to sleep I climped out the window a.land on the grass and got up running as fast as I can I stop when I saw an allay I walked down the allay and pulled out my razor and made a deep cut and before I made a deeper cut I look up wide eye and saw a raven haired male with and undercut with red eye and blood driping down his fangs and I saw I dead corps he was holding and got scared the started to walk toward me I backed up and fell on my ass
And looked up and he was just looking down at me with no emotion "why is a brat like you walking alone down here in the middle of the night" said the raven I was shaking Im sorry I sould leave before I could get he grabed my collar of my shirt and pinded my aganst the brick walk "oh but before you go in going to suck erect last drop of you blood" that when I stared to cry but then I said go ahead he looked at me shocked what said the raven just kill me I have no right to live anyway my life was taken from when I was born and then my life turned into hell do you think I'm scared cause I'm not just fucking  kill me already I said I look at his face he was beutiful but  he was just staring at me then his face droped into  the emotionless stare again and he let me go I stared at him confused until he spoked "I don't think i Will kill you just yet you are going to be my slave and blood bag" when he said that  I just sat their with a stupid look on my face then i said but what if I refused I said I will kill your best friends that you live with  I looked at him confused how did yo- he cut me off vampires have powers ya know if you want i could just kill them if you want i looked at him scared you wouldn't dare I glarded at him the raven haired just looked at me emotionless 
And said try me I gave up "fine I'll be you stupid blood bag on one condition" he looked at me and raised his eyebrows "and what is that" he said with no emotion  please don't hurt my friends I said Done. But before we go let me have a taste he ran up to me with his vampire speed and bite me hard on my neck I screamed STOP IT HURTS PLEA-he put his hand over my mouth and then before I black out the raven haired said good night my sweat blood bag.

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