Coffee shop || A Justin Blake Fanfic

Chapter Five

Chapter Five: Netflix lazy Day

Raegans POV.

RECAP

I smiled at him as I filled my plate with food, sat down beside him and just stared at him. This boy is something else. I've known him for 2 days and he's already got me wrapped around his finger.

*Back to Normal*

I just got back from the store, Justin wanted some chips and I wanted more candy so I just went to the store to get some.
Jay decided he wanted to stay home because he "couldn't be seen I'm public looking homeless" but to me he looked perfect, just a little tired but it was cute. Anyways while I was at the store I got 3 kinds of chips, which were Nacho Doritos, Chesters Hot Fries, and Pizza Pringles. After that I got 5 kinds of candy. I got the family size of all of them so we would have enough for the whole day. I got Flips Chocolate pretzels, Sour patch kids, Recees pieces, Laffy Taffy, and Mike and Ike. And last but not least I got a 2 leter of Pepsi and a 2 leter of Dr Pepper and on the way home I got 2 boxes of pizza from Dominos. I really like food okay... Don't judge me.

Justin wanted to pick out the first movie, so I wonder what he chose. I just hope I like the movie and I haven't seen it a million times already. But even if I have I would watch it anyway because If Justin chose the movie than I'm sure he likes it which would make me more than happy to watch it with him.

Also were probably going to be watching them in the living room, I never have my movie Netflix lazy days in there. Mostly because my mom doesn't like me to be home and do nothing, when she lived there if I was home she wanted me to be productive and wash clothes or do the dishes or clean the whole house or something, anything just to be out of her way and ughhh I'm really happy I don't have to live with her anymore. Don't get me wrong I love my mother but after all she put me through I don't think I will ever forgive her, I mean she abused me and treated me like trash my whole life pretty much. I hope she's okay though, with the whole stalker thing.

As I put all of the food on the living room table I noticed that Justin is literally no where to be seen. And I've walked through the whole house, I got here went to the kitchen the bathroom and my room and the living room. Where is he?
"Justin?" I yelled as I peeked my head into the laundry room. Nope, not in there. "Justin! Justin, Where are you?" I searched through the house looking for him but I soon found myself giving up and calling him on his phone.
No answer. So I called again, once again no answer. Did he leave me? Did he really leave me here, was this all a joke because it went way to far. He moved In with me. I can't believe him. I ran my hands through my hair and walked into the living room with my head down. I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt the warm little drops on my leg. I started hyperventalating and I started to lose my vision but at first it was from all of the tears now it feels like all of the walls are closing in on me I thought I heard someone say my name but it was very faint so I let it go.

My lungs are failing its like they're just breaking. Yup its official... I'm having a panic attack, who could blame me the one person that I care for in this world left me without a trace and its all my fault I probably said something to make him mad or this might have all been a set up. Maybe something bad happened to him?

Then right when I was about to fall to the ground I felt arms around me and they pulled me back to the couch. I tried to see who it was but the tears were making my vision blurry so I just closed my eyes and some way the tears still fell strait out of my eyes like a water fall. "Its okay, its going to be alright Rae breath... Just breath" the person repeated over and over again. I finally started to catch my breath again and pulled the person into a hug, still not looking to see who it was but I didn't care I needed someone, anyone to comfort me right now. I want Justin, I want to be hugging Justin but he left me.

I slowed down my breathing until I had it all under control again and tried to control my crying after that. I hate to cry in front of people but I didn't seem to care if it was Justin that's all I wanted right now. I stopped crying and slowly let go of the person who was hugging me, they didn't say anything but I knew they were there. "What's the matter why are you crying?" the person asked. They sound a lot like Jay. "I came home from the store and, and I looked around the house for Jay and I couldn't find him anywhere and so I started to over-think everything and thought he just left me and I had a panic attack and I umm its fine, I'm fine thanks for helping me" I said but I still kept my head looking at the floor with my hands in my hair. "Rae, look at me" the person said as they put a fingers under my chin to pull my head up and their other hand on my cheek. I looked up to see Jay Silently crying, he looked me strait in the eyes and said "listen to me Rae I would never leave you unannounced like that. For a matter of a fact I would never leave you I have to ask you something... Raegan Alexander Beast, would you please like to be my boyfriend? I hate seeing you like this so hopefully if you let me, I can make you happy just like you make me happy" he asked looking at me with eyes full of hope, that's all you could see in his eyes hope and Love. "Justin Drew Blake" I used his full name and paused for dramatic effect "I would absolutely love to be your boyfriend" I put my hand on the back of him neck and pulled him into a kiss. The kiss was slow and full of love and passion. We stayed like that for a while my hands cupped his cheeks he leaned in harder and then we both pulled away from the kiss and smiled.

Justin Drew Blake, I am completely and utterly falling for you and those perfect green eyes that I get lost in every time I see them. And I hope I always do from now to forever.