Chapter 18:
Love is an ordeal for people for those who doesn't understand the meaning of love...
it's really difficult unless until they fell in love... but its bcm tough to him after he fell in love with his kiddo...
Everyone says it hurts when we rejected by our love but it hurts even more when we reject our love...
She doesn't mean to fall, he doesn't mean to hurt but both did it... again today he hurt her not only her and also kaki one who always motherly figure towards him...
"It's all bz I love you Swara" he mutters himself by reminding what all happened at morning...
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Sanskar understands swara is trying to make him admit his love... so he argues with her...
Sans: swara for god sake stop behaving like wife...
Kaki: shona beta I think ur husband forget that you're his wife only...
Swa: maybe he is having short term memory loss...
kaki and swara, both chuckles...
Kaki: thn I'll remind him (to sanky): beta she is ur wife u both are married...
Sans(shouts): kaki will you pls just shut up, don't u see hw young she is..? thn why you're spoiling her life by encouraging her haan...
Swa: sanskar you're hurting her...
Sans: thn behave well swara... itsall bz of u... already I said it's just ur attraction why don't you understand that eh...
Swa:It's just attraction na... ok I agree but do tell me... why my closeness affect u..? why can't u see me upset even for a second..? Why are you always there for me whenever I needed..? Why you're jealous when I close with aju..? haan...
she bombarded her questions by holding her tears... no matter what, it really hurt when someone says our love is attraction if suppose that someone is our love...
there was a deep silence... he stares her eyes intently... it was filled with water and expecting answer from him but he kept mum...
Soon water droplets flowed making way on her cheeks... he want to tk her in his arms and wipe her tears... he is the reason for her tears this thought killed him, his heart sunk... his hand automatically goes to wipe her tears...
Swa(moist eyes): now why my tears are affecting you...? He closed his fist and turns...
Why don't she understand..? Why she mks everything complicated to him..? He sighs...
Kaki: Do you really think I'm spoiling her...? Thn why u spoiling her life by keeping her with you... you're selfish sanskar u won't accept her but u want her to be with you...
Swa: Leave him kaki we can wake up someone who is in asleep,but it's really difficult to wake up someone who is pretending to asleep...(looking at sanky) do remember onething they hv to awake one day... she said mockingly by controlling her tears...
He leaves from there without uttering anything... Someone is blocking his way... arjun and karthi is standing thr...
Sans: hey bro... he tried to be normal... Arj: you knw boss, seriously you're not reliable to her love... don't u see how much she loves you... I wish I could be in ur place... it's not age its ur thought which is not accepting her... you're just a narrow minded prsn... life is too short don't regret it later... sanskar looks on... arjun leaves without meeting his ammu...*
So many things happened but arjun words made him perplexed... "What does he mean by wish to be in my place, huh..." He made a face...
Soon kaki words echoes in his ear "you are selfish sanskar... you won't accept her but you want her to be with u..."
*Swa: kaki, as a lawyer he oly knws to debate...
kaki(taunts): haan, so only lawyer sir always using his brain... instead of debating he should listen to his heart once ...*
Their words keep running in his mind... her tears, he closed his eyes... when ragini left him he felt rejected not broken but her dop of tear breaking his each cell....
In every case brain and heart conflicts between them but in his case both are debating for same thing in different way, he is the one who is not accepting...
"If ur age is prblm thn leave her",his brain said...
"hey u just shut up he loves her", his heart started fight against brain...
"thn ask him to accept her bz of u bth everyone taunting me", brain frowns...
"he is not listening me", heart bcm sad... 😔
"That was ur problem😏",brain replied...
"Huh.. you are so mean",heart frowns...
"Uff... if u can live without her thn leave her... dnt think about anyone.. u r stressing me... too much huh", brain says casually...
"No dnt leave her u can't see her with anyone... it will hurt me badly", heart shouts...
"Just think 'Without her'", both said in unison...
"Without her" this thought made him crazy...
How could he live without her..? She is the one who always being with him... she is the one who completing his loneliness... she is the one whom he can say his family... she is the one who his mom sent angel... she is the one who born for him...
"What do u said, brain stops him... meanwhile,
"Exactly", heart jumps in happiness..."
You bth are right I cant live without her, I can't see her with anyone else... when she loves me why should I care about anything... she is born for me...
He remembers how she confessed her love... how she kissed him... he touches his chin... a blushing smile is crept on his face...
"I'm sorry kiddo I hurt u lot... nw will heal with my love", he drags his car key and leaves...
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Sorry for this boring short epi...😋
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