I'm suffocating
I can't breath
I feel as though
The world is closing in
I'm lost in the dark
I'm scared for my life
I can't take it any longer
I lean towards the blade
I hurt to cover the pain
Ironic huh?
I like the hurt
I smile at the painful pleasure
But out of nowhere
I see a beautiful face
I see it smile at me
I know I am loved
A hand reaches out
It takes my blade
And with it all the hurt
I smile a real smile
I know the touch of my angel is true
I know that this angel is forever mine
I see its love
I know its touch
But time passes
I start to fall again
I claw aroung
I don't want this
I reach for a hold on reality
I hate this feeling
Trust me please!
That is what they all say
I hate myself
I hate my life
Unloved, is what I am
Unlived, is what me life is
Hated by all
Scorned by all
Deeper, and deeper
Darker and darker
I lean towards the blade
I hurt to cover the pain
Crazy I know
But it helps
Where is my angel now?
Gone, like all
None will last with me
Always to good to be true
Nothing is going to change
So I let go
I fall
I don't care....
But I open my eyes
And standing there is thee
The one love of my life
My angel stands there
Beautiful eyes
Wings mystical
Black, stretching
They seem to never end
Upward, outward
In, below
Beautiful
Thats how I describe it
I know the love now!
I need the love,
I can't fall
Again the blade goes
But this time My angel doesn't
There My angel stands
Beautiful
I'm pulled into loving arms
Filling me with love
I stare at the lips,
The beautiful lips comming to mine
Our lips meet and this feeling is like no other
Strong, senuous
We move like a tango
Slow, meaningful, passionate
I know love know
I know strengh
My angel is my strength
It is my love!
I hold to my angel
Never wanting to fall again
Even so I know
That if I do
My angel will bring me back up
Okay so I want to thank a certain people who inspired this, I wont say names but you know who you are XD. I love you all!!! And I am really happy that you bother with my work XD even though I know its not the best, I'm just glade its out there, I wanna thank forcefromabove for helping me get this work out there, I'm glad he did THANKS CUPCAKE!!!!!! I love you all XD!!!
