Photography Freak

I Literally Hate My Life (Chapter One)

Just as I thought, school was boring. As soon as the bell rang, I got out of class and walked to the school's park. This school has a big park. Usually the cheerleaders would practice there, the musical kids would also bring their guitar and other music instruments and play it there, in conclusion this park is the place for us to hang out. Everybody in this school love this place. Including me. I like to take some shots here. And one other thing that made me love this park is because i have one secret friend here. His name is Rayden. He's kind of nerd but a cool kind of nerd. He likes to here classical songs and his piano skills are awesome. He likes to read sci-fi novels which are dope and he's pretty cool to be with. He's those kind of people who get good grades even though he doesn't even open a single page of his economics book. I envy him sometimes. But I guess his grades made him got labled as a nerd. plus he wore super thick glasses because of too much reading novels and piano sheets. But besides that, hee's actually not a nerd. He's really a fun guy. But well, society lable us both kind of an outcast. People in our school doesn't really know we exist but i guess, at least we have each other. He's like a brother I've never had.

I sat under a tree, the same tree that Rayden and I have been sitting for years i think. We like to claim it our tree even though enyone could sit there. But no one actually sits there besides us. So basically, it's our tree. 

Click.

What the hell?

CLICK.

I turned my head and found Rayden's infamous smirk while he's holding my camera. How in the world could he take my camera without me noticing?

"Oi! Get your dirty hands of my camera!" I shouted as he laughed. Jerk.

"You're cute when you're mad" he smiled cheekily.

"And you're ugly when you mess with my camera"

"Ouch, that hurts, Maddy. Look at my handsome face! My handsomeness is fading because of your insult" Yes, he's very cocky. I don't know why I forgot to tell you this. Ugh.

"Handsomeness? That's not even a word, you idiot"

"Well in my dictionary, it is a word" Rayden grinned.

This is kind of our daily conversation. Stupid arguments about silly things. It brighten up my day, somehow. And i love him for that. Not in a boyfriend-girlfriend way though, cause that would be disgusting. I love him as a brother. 

"Maddy, watch out!" I heard Rayden's voice. Everything happened so fast. I saw a basketball flying to my face and i quickly just move my head out of it's way then i heard something crashed. Stupid basketball.

"Maddy, you okay? You should really stop daydreaming abot me, girlie" Rayden laughed weirdly. 

"I'm not daydreaming and stop calling me girlie" i sat up straight.

"Okay" Rayden laughed again. But his face looked so worried.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" 

"Uh, Maddy. I uh-"

"OI MUTE GIRL" someone shouted as he ran.

"I am not fucking mute" i muttered as Rayden just smile with pity.

"Can you pass the ball?" 

"You're the one who threw the ball?" I looked at him with anger in my eyes.

"Holy shit, you can talk" his eyes were wide.

"Dude, just answer her question" Rayden muttered.

"Yeah, I threw the ball" he muttered then he looked at me "since could you talk?"

"You just threw a ball that destroyed her camera and now you're asking the girl a girl why could she talk? She's not mute, okay?" Rayden screamed.

"Destroyed her camera? What does that suppose to mean?" I spatted. 

"The ball landed on you camera, Maddy" Rayden told me with pity eyes.

The world felt numb. No. Not the camera. No, no, no, no, NO.

"I'll buy you a new camera, mute girl. Just give me the ball first" the guy who destroyed my camera said to me calmly. 

"I don't want a new camera. I want that camera be fixed" i said.

"Fine, i'll get it fixed. Now, where's the ball?"

"There" Rayden pointed to his right.

And that's when i saw my poor camera. It was really destroyed. Oh man, destroyed was an understatement. My camera was broken into pieces, it doesn't even look like a camera anymore. That's why Rayden was so worried about me. It's not because of me physically being hurt but my poor camera being hurt by some stupid rich guy who thinks he can do anything. I hate him. I hate him so much.

"Oh my, you camera is gone" he laughed a little. "I'll just buy you a new camera, okay?" he smiled at me.

"How can you just say that? You just destroyed my camera, you didn't even apologize! Now you're acting like a rich bastard who can buy me anything. But i don't want another camera, i want that camera"

"Listen honey, i want to play basketball now. Let's talk about this later. What's your name?"

"Madeleine, but what does that ha-"

"Alright, Madeleine. I'm Jai. I'll talk about your camera later, I promise. But i want to play now. So goodbye. I'll see you later"

"You can't just leave her camera like that" Rayden finally got mad.

"Man, it's Madeleine's problem and mine. So back off" Jai shouted as he ran back to his friends.

I couldn't talk. I felt numb. The camera is the only thing I have left. It's gone now, broken into thousand-no million of pieces. I hate my life. I hate my school. I hate basketball. I hate everyone. I hate Jai. I hate him so much.

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Hey hey heyyy.. finally chapter one! i know, i know, long update but at least i finally finished chapter one, right? haha.. i made this in about an hour and i didn't really check my spellings and grammar so feel free to correct all the wrong stuffs.. you can just send me a message(: So far, wdyt? please vote and comment. so, i'll see you in the next chapter(: bye!

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