Every time I kill someone-
I see her.
I'M NEVER GOING TO FORGET YOU! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ALEX?
*A tear drop stains the page*
It takes everything in me not to break down and sob.
I just remember the work.
It's not done.
It'll never be done.
Alexa was lucky. She could save herself.
I can't.
Too many people rely on me. History relies on me. I cannot throw away my shot.
I can't leave everyone.
I want to see you again my dearest but-
I'll have to wait.
On another hand, we were successful. We stole the ammunition and now I'm The Generals right hand man.
Sometimes as I write I hear her giggle.
I look up but, nothing's there.
The warm feeling hasn't left but half of it is replaced with a icy feeling.
Alex.
I can't tell anyone about my mental state.
Just keep writing.
YOU ARE READING
Alexander's Journal
FanfictionDid you want this? No. Will these passages be long? Pray they won't be that long. Will there be shade? Yep. BUCKLE UP KIDS ITS GONNA BE ONE HECK OF A RIDE. --- Get ready for references