Entry #6

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Every time I kill someone-

I see her.

I'M NEVER GOING TO FORGET YOU! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ALEX?

*A tear drop stains the page*

It takes everything in me not to break down and sob.

I just remember the work.

It's not done.

It'll never be done.

Alexa was lucky. She could save herself.

I can't.

Too many people rely on me. History relies on me. I cannot throw away my shot.

I can't leave everyone.

I want to see you again my dearest but-

I'll have to wait.

On another hand, we were successful. We stole the ammunition and now I'm The Generals right hand man.

Sometimes as I write I hear her giggle.

I look up but, nothing's there.

The warm feeling hasn't left but half of it is replaced with a icy feeling.

Alex.

I can't tell anyone about my mental state.

Just keep writing.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 14, 2017 ⏰

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