I sighed looking at my psychiatrist,"miss hamad, i want you to tell me about that incident ". I couldn't,its not easy to tell others that day when your father was murdered,yet i was forced to. I bit my lower lip,to stop myself from crying. Its been 3 freaking years since that incident,which shook our lives." Doctor..r iii... cc..annt..plll...eease.. trrryyy.. tt..oo unn..dder..standd" i cried, she sighed. "Well,miss hamad if you won't say me what happened,then how can i help you?,anyway you have already wasted 1 hour of mine by crying,now you can leave,your next appointment is on monday,and on that day i want you to say me about that incident 'without' crying" i glared at her. I got up and left the clinic,and saw nisa waiting outside for me"kya hua(what happened),did it help,she asked with curiosity. I nodded left and right! She got angry," god noor, how many times do i have to tell you,Let go of the past. I know uncle's devastating death has left you broken,that's why i am here to help you,but even you have to try na" she said with tears in her eyes. Well nisa,is my best friend,more than one i can say. She gets worried about me in silly things. I really love her,but lately she has been forcing me to go to a psychiatrist . "Nisa,next time i would say her,really,but please don't cry" i hugged her,and she smiled"okay, now we have to go,you know we are already late,our boss will kill us". We took an auto(auto rickshaw) to our office. Since my dad died, i took the responsibility of my family as i was the eldest. Dad was a spy for indian government, i never knew the reason why he got killed. To support my family,i started working at the age of 19,i wanted to become a doctor,but couldn't,"nisa,remind me we have to take groceries while we go back" she nodded. Of my salary,i barely had any money left for myself,but i was happy because my family was happy. We reached my office,it was a 5minute walk to my office,as the rickshaw man refused to go over there! Idiot! We started walking, when i saw a man leaning against a black suv,i have never seen him here,he is sure handsome though!stop it noor! We were nearing him,when we saw 2 men,i suppose bodyguards came with a man,he was struggling to get out of their grip. The handsome man said" where are the files? Who took it?" The poor man said" idk,sir". He got angry and said" Then you are of no use". He took his gun out, and shoot him in his head. To be shocked was an understatement,he shot the man in the middle of a busy road.is he crazy? The voice of gun shoot rang in my ears. I remembered that day,when my abbu was shot because of a gun. I hate guns. I sat down on the road,crying and shaking. I was shaking very badly,guns are very bad,they kill people. Nisa was shocked by my response,everyone were running here and there because of that gun shot,while i sat there hyperventilating and nisa calming me down,thank god she didn't leave me. That man was shot direct in head,he was lying there dead. What about his family? I started crying more badly praying for his family,praying for him. That man may have children,wife and parents,they would be left alone. Oh god i so want to kill that Mr.mafia which is not so handsome. I sat there for like 5 minutes shaking,when i felt a manly hand on my shoulder,"are you okay,miss?" Mr.mafia asked. I felt to punch his face,i got up,grabbed his collars and said"do i look like okay? How dare you kill that man huh? Don't you have any shame, Mr.terrorist,killing people". I said angrily while wiping my tears. Nisa removed my hands,grabbed me by my shoulders,"noor,chalo yahan se(let's go from here)" she started grabbing me and i shouted to him"I am not done yet". Mr.mafia didn't utter a word and was staring at me blankly,while me and nisa hurried towards our office,we went towards her cabin,she turned me and said"tum pagal hogayi ho?(are you gone mad) he is a mafia leader dumbhead! If he would've gotten angry on you,he would've killed you too!" I stared at her,"omg what had i done..leave,who cares" she looked tensed and said"be careful noor,he is very dangerous,if you come in his limelight,he can do anything to you" she hugged me and i nodded. Better be careful noor. The door opened and in came the receptionist,"what are you doing here noor?Boss is calling you,hurry up". She and i both went towards boss's cabin,i was scared,i knew he would scold me for being an hour late! I gulped and went inside,"yes sir,you called me" boss turned towards me and said" noor,i have some very important work for you,our company needs to merge with mehta industries for more profit,and for that i am depending on you,our meeting is after 4 days,prepare a presentation,and remember our company is depending on you,we need that deal".i gulped,oh god,what should i do now,if i am unable to satisfy them?my mind was urging to say no,but what i said was"sure,sir you can count on me".ughhh i hate myself. He smiled"now you can go".i went to my cabin,and started doing my work,it was 5:30 when i decided i should leave before its too late. I took a bus to my home,on the way home i bought groceries,and some chocolates for naila and numair,if i didn't they would get upset,i sighed,i had only 2000Rs left in my purse and still there was time for salary. "Assalamalaikum ammi" i hugged her "walaikum salam meri jaan. Kaisa tha din(how was your day?)" "Acha tha,i have to make a presentation ammi,i am scared"i plopped down on the sofa,"don't worry my child,i know you will do it"she said while taking the groceries inside. "Api,humare chocolates?" Numair and naila asked. I smiled at them,my 2 little munchkins,naila was 7 and numair was 10."here" i gave them,they hugged me tightly,"thank you api" i smiled,I'll do anything for their happiness,"numair,did you pay the school fees" he nodded. Huff. I am so tired now. I'll prepare the presentation tomorrow,we ate food and i drifted off to sleep forgetting what all happened today,especially about mr.mafia.------------------------------------------------- Hello everyone! How was the first chapter? I know its short,but ill try my best to make it long next time. Next chappie will be of adeel's pov and ignore my mistakes.
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Nafrat-e-mohabbat(completed)
Spiritual"Haath chorein mera(leave my hand)"i said wincing in pain. His smirk grew wider and now he held me by my shoulders and said "you don't have any choice noor,you were declared mine the first time i saw you.You have to say yes for this marriage.....or...