When I was younger, I used to sit on my porch and watch the sun set every evening. I thought to myself, Life is so good. But oh was I wrong. You see, life has these perks. Good things that bring happiness. That's whats wrong. Happiness is joy for the moment. I wanted joy forever. but then I turned 19 and realized, life sucks.
I was not like the other kids when i was smaller. I knew I was different. The "Special Doctor" as my mother would call it, informed my parents that I had Mild-Autism. And from then on, I feared the worst. And with every passing day, I fear that someone will learn of my misfortune. And to be honest, it scares me to death. I despise having to keep my distance from people so I can maintain a small, quiet reputation. Every day I'm another day older. My mother warned me that they wouldn't be there to help me when i moved out. But that's exactly what I did. And I don't regret a thing.
I love being on my own and trusting my responsible conscience to guide me. Dublin is a beautiful city. And the best part about this is 237 Westward rd. O'dale's coffee shop. I Stroll by there every morning on my way to work. And every morning, I see an beautiful, blonde angel sitting in that shop. He sits on the same stool at the counter drinking coffee and eating a huge breakfast. I have seen him so many times over the last year, that i forget i don't know who he is. I don't even know his name. And with every day I pass, I fall in love with him even more.
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the autistic child. NH (on hold)
FanfictionAndi has has a mild-Autism stem in her brain. She looks and acts normal to others. But inside, Andi feels isolated. She knows if anyone learns her secret, her fears will be fulfilled. She falls for Niall Horan. This guy who doesn't even notice her...
