Toxic

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Aaliyah

Something about him just takes me to another level. I can never win with him. Yesterday, seeing that girl drool over him struck a nerve for me and I hated it. I hated that he has so much control over me. Benzo tryed to cuddle me last night but all i could think about was Terell. I really wanted a different life i really did but it just doesn't feel right anymore.

So i woke up this morning and took a bath before getting dressed. I had to go to the salon in about 2 hours but i wanted to make things right with Terell. I felt like i had to. I threw on some bleached high-waisted shorts with a black crop top. I didn't do my makeup and put a beanie on top of my weave covering the leave-out. I threw on a pair of sandals and headed to the front door.

"Your leaving early and you look cute" Benzo smacked my ass. I just laughed and said salon before rushing out the door. Little did he know i thought. Since Terell came here it's been so easy to lie to him.

I stopped at mcdonalds and got his favorite breakfast. All i could think about was the smile i would get out of him after apoligizing.

It seemed like the elevator was moving so slow i was so anxious. As it landed on the third floor and it opened i saw him in a robe and her standing in front of him. Did they fuck?

My legs took me towards him and i didn't know what i was about to do. The breakfast i had in my hand was now on her face and body as i pushed her down.

"Aaliyah what the fuck" Terell easily pushed me back.

"Bitch who the fuck are you" the dark twig got back up like she was gonna do something i wanted her to. I fought all my life this bitch was nothing.

"Ma go home"  Terell sympathized.

The girl mugged me and looked between us.

"Is that yo bitch?" she rolled her neck and asked.

"Bitch watch what the fuck you sayin' before i do damage on yo rat ass" i warned her.

"No she's not please go home" Terell pleaded.

As she walked past us she sneaked me and hit me in my lip. I ran right past Terell and yanked her weave and slammed her small body in the hotel hallway. "Aaliyah let this shit go!" Terell took me off of her again and tossed me into his hotel room.

"What the fuck are you doin' Liyah?" he yelled at me.

"What are you doin fuckin' these hoes?" i yelled back

"Liyah man we are not together member? you left me!" he pointed out the truth

"So you fuck her?" i asked him.

"So you fuck my cousin?" he shot back. It hurt to cause i knew it was worse than what he did.

"Am i having some other niggas kids tho? huh? when i told you you'd be my first child's father!" i shot back trying to gain a upper hand.

"This what you mad about huh? so the fuck what okay? im tired of feeling sad over my own seeds i love them and your gonna get over it!" he demanded.

"All you do is hoe!" i blurted out.

He walked towards and glared into my eyes intemidating me making me feel small.