Call me Aaron

Part 5

How to get her back? How do I get her back! This is the thought that has been swirling in my head for weeks. A turbulent and vicious storm slowly ripping me apart. I'm such a fuck up. Too stupid to comprehend, to weak to resist. Juliette is like a magnet, the North Pole to my South Pole, always attracting me.
Some how I can touch her, Castle wants to recruit me for tests because of it, but I won't let that freak come anywhere near me with a tool. But if the rumors are true though, he doesn't even have to touch me to do things to me. I shudder involuntarily and walk down the passageway to the ladder and hatch. I need to get out of here, get fresh air, clear my mind. I slowly ease the hatch open and shimmy out. I start to walk away, that's when I hear the alarms. I take off down the road.
Can't let them catch me, can't let them catch me, gotta get away, gotta save my self. I'm panting hard, my lungs are burning. Two weeks down there and you'd think I had never run in my life! I swivel my head around. They're closing in. Get to a sector my mind screams at me. But there is none out here, where do I even begin to look? That's when the butt of a gun slams into my neck and I'm falling,
falling,
falling.

And then nothing.