"He raped me." I softly spoke to the police man , he dragged me by wrist and through me on his bed and he uhm- locked the door and pulled my clothes off." I started crying still in shock of what happened. I began to speak again "and he stabbed me, right here." I said pointing to my leg. I began to sob and sob. I could not do anything I felt so disgusting with myself I let him. I could have used m defense lessons but I was scared so much was going threw my mind. I got angry I stopped caring I'm so discussed in myself this is my fault I shouldn't have went. I pounded my fist and said " I shouldn't have went to the party knowing that there was only one person I could trust and she was with her boyfriend she thought I was fine because that's what I showed her I didn't tell her I got raped. Once I told her she made a program she started taking me to therapy she made signs and more.
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I felt like someone cared she was one in a million many people donated to the program. We made over 8,000 dollars. And I felt like I was changing I couldn't trust people I could look at people the only people I can only trust Tyane and Chaya. I felt disgusting I wanted to die I went into my room and broke my razor. I cut one line at a time vertically and horizontally. I smiled at the pain. And I heard my door open I just put my hands behind my back . "What are you doing!?" Tyane yelled/ asked as if she was my mom. I shook my head and said "nothing" she walked closer and said " show your hands!" I showed her my wrist and she fell to the floor and starting crying. "No Tyane, no don't cry it's ok it's not your fault." She lifted her head up and said " I am going to kill him, I swear to my parents, even if I have to sell my soul to the devil himself!" She got up and hugged me so tight and said " I will always protect you I won't let a god damn person step 3 feet near you I swear to god !" I smiled and hugged tighter. We get up the next day and this is my mood
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I went downstairs and made the coffees I grabbed my blades and pocket knife and I walked out the door and got in the car I hid my knives. And Tyane got in and we went to school.
