A short life

How The Date Went

So there I was with my friend and I was confused on what has just happened.

"Why me? I am broken and I don't know if I can trust another man after my father sexually abused me when I was younger." I told Audrey.

"Maybe you need to try to let it go. I mean even if that was only five years ago." Audrey tried to make me feel better but once she said that, I got up and left. I couldn't bear looking at her anymore that day for saying that.

Once I got home, my foster mom wanted to talk. I got butterflies in my stomach. When an adult says they need to talk to you, it's never good. Well at least for me. I hated talking to people. Especially being that I constantly keep moving homes. For some reason, I liked the foster parents I have for now.

"Hey, Alexandria I wanted to tell you that your biological dad called and he wants to meet up with you tomorrow at 12." My foster mom told me.

"Call him back and tell him I don't want to meet him. He is a selfish sex craving bastard. I never want to talk to him ever again. "I told her, my foster mother called him and told my biological father what I said.

The next day :

Today was the date. I was scared. I have no idea what to wear. About thirty minutes after I woke up finally at 1:30 in the afternoon, I hear a knock at the door. I look out the spy hole and it was Bryant. I had on a tight above-the-knee dress with my nicest pair of converse. Which would be my white converse. My hair was a mess and I had on no makeup. I felt like shit.

Since I was actually smart and almost being 15 and in my junior year of school, Bryant was 17 and had his license for over a year. We went to an old pizza place. I wasn't hungry so Bryant was the only one who ate.

He and I talked for a little bit then he drove me back home. He asked if he could see me on Friday for another date. I agreed and I was on my way inside.

Something didn't feel right. I felt like someone was watching me. It was the drug lord across the street. I went to his house to go get some Xanax tabs. Normally 15-year-olds shouldn't have Xanax tabs but I use them wisely. I took 10mg at his house and then 15 more milligrams when got home and went to my room.

        If you have stayed around this long and read this part, please comment and tell me how I'm doing so far. It will really make my day. I will have part three up on the next 24 hours hopefully😄thanks for reading part two