Drive

Chapter 1

I'm sitting in the corner of this hot, crowded party by myself just waiting for something exciting to happen. Chris, my good friend and occasional hook up buddy, is sitting at a table surrounded by a sea of people. I could only wish that he would notice me tonight. I actually had feelings for him and he just thought of me when he wanted to bone. He was way cooler than me and we were only friends because we were neighbors. My friend Vanessa came over to my corner with some boy who I'd seen her with before.

"Wait so are you guys together or what?"

"Ugh, no. He's like a brother to me."

"I'm Ryan" he said holding out a hand to me.

"Jenna."

"Well anyways, Jenna. I should get going now." I held up a fist to him and we ended up doing some weird handshake. "Later Ness." and just like that, he was gone. I downed my drink and agreed to go socialize with Vanessa. We were talking to our girlfriends and before I knew it I was against the wall making out with senior named Will.

"You wanna go upstairs?" He asked as more of a statment than a question. His left hand moved from my head to my dainty wrist pulling me towards the stairs. I grabbed a half-full drink and downed it within a matter of seconds. I was not getting into this without another drink. I looked around for anyone with a drink when we got up the stairs. Will closed the door behind me and pressed my back against the wall. His hand slipped up the back of my loose shirt. I placed my hands on his chest hoping to slow him down but he picked me up and fell onto the bed with me. S**t Jenna what did you do? You're still a virign.

"Will," I broke the kiss for air. He leaned back in but I stopped him.

"I can't do this, but I can do this." I reached down and over his jeans I placed my hands over his boner. He smirked at me and unbuckled his belt.

***

"What did you do?!?"

"I blew him."

"Jenna! You can't be that girl again." Vanessa said as we sat up in her basement after the party.

"Why not? It's only one BJ anyways, it doesn't really matter."

"Ok but you can't just give yourself up to everyone ok?"

"I know, I know." she was like my mother.

"Promise you won't do anything with anyone until you're in a relationship?"

"Yes Vanessa, I promise."

"Good now go to bed." She said shutting off the lamp.

I was just falling asleep when I got a text from Chris. I was trying not to freak out but I couldn't help it.

Texts:

Chris - Hey

Jenna - Hey. Whats up?

Chris - Where are you

Jenna - At Vanessa's. Why?

Chris - Wanna meet me?

Jenna - ...

Chris - C'mon please. I just wanna hang.

Jenna - Sure why not

Chris - cool meet me at the park

Jenna - Kay see you in a few.

End of Convo

I quickly put on a pink lace bra and pulled out a pair of light blue skinnies and a silky white tank top. Trying to look like there was no effort but still hot. Lacing up my white converse I grabbed my phone and slid the basement door open.