Bucky• Oneshots

Pre-war: Over

This was the third time this week. He kept postponing everything and instead of taking care of his kid, he probably goes out to the pub probably flirting with any gal there. It made you mad because this was nothing like him. You so badly want it all to work but at the same time you just want to keep your distance. You had to call in sick at work just to take care of (y/k/n) and you can't hire a babysitter because there is barely any money to scrape up. Bucky uses most of it on drinks. You hear the door closing and you go and greet Bucky.
"Hey... how was your day at work?"
"The usual."
"Oh, um can I ask you something?"
"Sure..." he asks cautiously.
"What have you been doing in the middle of the night?"
"I've been home sleeping?"
"I'm not stupid Bucky!"
"I didn't say you are."
"You think I don't notice you leaving the bed and getting dressed and leaving? Who are you dressing up for? Why haven't you been spending time with (y/k/n)? Where have you been? Emotionally.... and physically."
"You know what there is no point in denying it and I can't tell you."
"If you won't tell me then at least don't get (y/k/n) in between all this."
"Look I'm sorry I have to go.."
"Oh my goodness Bucky this is what I mean! You always say that whenever I try to confront you!"
"Bye! I love you!"
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A week later
You were so stressed out and you just wanted it all to end instead of trying to make everything work. You got divorce papers and you didn't even want to think about custody.
You didn't know Bucky was leaving all time because of you. He was going to do something special for you. It was for the anniversary for your marriage of three years. He was going to plan a romantic picnic, along with a movie and then going to the place where you and Bucky first kissed for dinner. He was going to shower you with a lot of gifts and he was busy trying to figure out what he'll get you and what you'll both do. He took all the shifts he could get just to get enough money and to make up for all the shifts he will have to miss for the vacation you two will take. He had to change up his schedule just for all that.He spent all of his breaks looking for the perfect babysitter. And today was the day he was going to tell you about the vacation and the picnic and all the fun things he has planned. But you didn't know that. You thought he was sleeping with other women and drinking. You were sure he played you and went back to his old ways and it made you sad when you thought about it. You washed away all your thoughts and finished packing everything. You left the divorce papers on the table. You took all of your luggage and (y/k/n)'s luggage and placed it in the trunk and drove off.
An hour later
Bucky walked through the door, elated, with your favorite flowers in his hands. He was so thrilled he didn't even notice your car missing.
"Doll? I'm home I have a surprise!"
He walks to the kitchen and see the divorce papers. He sat down trying to comprehend everything that just hit him. He was heartbroken. You were his first love. Out of all the girls he has wooed.... you were the one that got away. You let go... not him. He was heartbroken. Is this what it feels like? Bucky was so new to this emotion. Then it hit him again. It's over. It's actually over. No matter how hard or how much he pinched... he couldn't wake up. He wished this was a twisted nightmare. Now he sits.... alone with flowers he so badly wanted to give to his love... his soon to be ex wife. It all happened so fast. He sat crying a river. He thought about the first time you guys met. You both were in high school and you were helping a friend get together with Bucky. You were friends with Steve but not Bucky. You begged Steve to help you with your friend and he tried giving Bucky a push. In the end it all failed and you ended up losing a friend and getting closer to Bucky. You both started crushing on each other. You two will always find ways to be alone with each other. Finally after all the flirting and cheesy smiles and gooey eyes, he gathered up the courage to ask you out. Thankfully you said yes. After many months, he took you on a picnic and under the moonlight and stars...... he said those three words. Those three words he will still mean after you left. After the heartbreak. He sat there smiling like an idiot. He remembered the time you told him you were pregnant. You both were so excited and immediately started telling everyone and buying everything for the baby. You soon found out they were twins but sadly one of them didn't make it when you gave birth. It was the first heartbreak you two had. God, don't get me started about the time he proposed. It was a dream> He took you to the hill where he told you he loved you. You two even got married there. It's cheesy but it felt right. Soon the heart warming feeling he had while thinking of the good times went away when reality set back in. All was over.