Imagine for: madmaddi0528
Sorry, I changed it a little because when I wrote it, I came up with an idea hope you'll still like it! ❤️
I was in the office, cleaning up the shelf with all the camera's and stuff.
I took Kades camera and in all the stress I had, I broke it.
"Shit" I said to myself as I picked up the broken pieces.
And ofcourse, at that moment, Kade walked in.
"Is that my camera?" He asked as he kneeled down next to me.
I sighed, standing up with the pieces in my hands, looking at it desperately.
"Y/n.. It's okay." He eventually said, but I didn't buy that.
"Kade, no. It's not okay, that's your most expensive camera." I said, almost crying for what I've just done.
He wanted to hug me, but I ditched it and ran upstairs to my room.
Kade wanted to follow me, but I was too fast.
I locked myself in my room and sat against the door.
I sighed.
I'm such a mess. how can I drop Kades camera?! why am I so stupid?!
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I've been here the whole day, and I was about to go down and say sorry to Kade.
I walked down the stairs but stopped as I heard Kade talking to Ivan.
"What happend?" Ivan asked, sitting on the kitchen table.
"She broke my camera. but not on purpose." Kade said, I saw Ivan's face. he was shocked.
"She has been in her room the whole day and hasn't come out. She's a mess." Kade said, looking at the ground.
I quickly ran upstairs, crying. back into my room.
I searched around my room, while throwing semtences at myself like:
"You are such a mess."
"Have you seen Ivan's face?"
"How could you do that?"
I ran into my bathroom as I found a sharp knife from my shave set.
I closed the bathroom door and sat against the bathroom wall.
I sighed and stroked my left sleeve up, of my "savage" sweater.
"Here we go." I said whispering, as I putted the knife against my skin, slowly sliding against it, feeling the pain of the sharp knife sliding against my wrists.
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"Princessa?" I heard Ivan saying, as I sat on my bed, still locked up in my room.
"Can I come in?" He asked. I hesitated but than walked to the door, opening it.
"Princessa." He said as he saw my face. he hugged me but I didn't hug hin back
"Baby what's wrong?" He asked. looking down at me.
I quickly rolled my sleeve down, and looked at him.
"Ivan, y/n! we are doing a live! come on!" Jake said from downstairs.
Ivan sighed and took me downstairs to see everyone in the livingroom.
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We were doing some stuff, as accidantally my left sleeve rolled down.
and at that moment, Jake went to read the comments.
and ofcourse someone had seen it.
"Y/n?" Jake asked, turning around to me.
I already knew what was happening.
I quickly ran upstairs, closing the door behind me, leaning against it.
Ivan's POV
"What the hell?" Anthony said, worried looking at me.
"What is it Jake?" Tessa asked, looking at the stairs y/n just ran upto.
"People said she had been cutting herself." Jake said, not moving an inch.
I gasped at that thought.
"Why." escaped my lips, almost crying.
"I don't know." Jake said.
I ran upstairs, to y/n, some people following me.
I took the door down to see y/n standing on the balcony, wanting to jump off.
"y/n stop!" I said pulling her away from the balcony.
"Ivan let me go! I need to!" She screamed, but I couldn'f let her go.
"No y/n." I grabbed her face, making her look up to me.
"I do everythibg wrong Ivan." She said, crying her eyes out.
"No you don't." I said kissing her, hoping her to stop crying.
"I love you." I said to her.
"We are gonna get through this, I'll help you." I said, stroking her hair.
Here you go, hope you liked it! 💗
