HURT (Markson Fanfic)

Chapter 1

Mark's POV

Hey, do you remember the time when bambam and yugyeom used to tease you because you had a crush on me.

Do you remember when i was talking to Youngjae and you keep disturbing us cause you want me to notice you.

Of course you don't.

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We were an unseperatable, if there was a Mark there was a Jackson, if anyone asked where Jackson was i'll answer it without even thinking.

We fought one time and we didn't talk to each other for a few weeks i was seriously devastated, everyone encouraged me to talk to you but i can't because when i saw you laughing and talking to others like nothing is going on between us i lost confidence i shut myself with everyone but after a few days you talked to me like nothing happened i was so happy.

You confessed to me during my birthday, i remembered during that day you told me that you were busy so you won't come i thought it will be the worst birthday but it turned out the best.

After some time we were in school we always fought about small things and end up making up at the end of the day.

I thought it will be like this forever.

Well that's what i thought.

I didn't know there would be a time where you would ask me for some alone time and space i respected that but the next day i saw you talking and laughing with the other members especially Jinyoung, that day you saw me i knew you saw me, I waved at you but you just ignored me. When i got home i thought about things, about where i did wrong or is it that you don't love me anymore, the next day you still didn't talk to me but i kept trying to take you're attention and i knew you noticed me but you kept on talking to Jinyoung like i was not there. When i got home i coudn't take it anymore i texted you.

"Hey, i miss you already when are you going to speak to me??" I kept on redoing my text cause i don't know if i have the right to tell you this but in the end i sent it.

After a few minutes you "seened" my text so i waited for your response but none of it came

"Are you going to ignore me even in text??"
          Seen 4:04
"Do you know that i can see you read my text??"
          Seen 4:08
"Are you seriously not going to reply to me??"
          Seen 4:10
"Ahh so that's it you still don't want to talk to me huh? If i did something wrong just tell me alright cause I'm going crazy here. Oh and just text me if you are ready to speak with me just always remember that i love you good night babe"
          Seen 5:00

I waited for your reply until i felt my cellphone vibrated i hurriedly entered my password and looked at your text but i immeadietly regretted it.

"Sorry for the late reply i didn't notice your text cause i was busy texting Jinyoung-hyung well good night Mark"

"You told me that you needed alone time and space that's why i agreed to be away for you for a while but you still talked to everyone except me you even laughed with them i tried taking you're attention but you just ignored me hey do you still love me?? Or do you not anymore cause you have the time to text Jinyoung while you can't find the time text your own boyfriend."
          Seen 6:00

I waited for his reply while crying hoping that he would deny everything  i've said and tell me that he loves me with all his heart but and there's a big BUT he never replied at all it was almost dawn and I'm still waiting until i can't take it anymore and slept. I ended up woking up late so i skipped class and continued sleeping, when i woke up i saw my phone being flooded my text and calls i checked who was it.