I can't take it anymore so i took the gamble and messaged Jackson.
"Happy 2nd Anniversary babe i hope you didn't forget but i know you forgot you even went out with Jinyoung today well i don't have the right to be mad at you because this past month i don't even know if i can still call you my boyfriend you know it hurts, it hurts so much seeing you talking and having fun with others while i was there in the end of the table just listening to your stories to Jinyoung, i didn't even realize when did you stop telling me your stories??, when did we stop sitting with each other??, when did we stop texting and calling each other??, when did we stop hanging out??, when did you stop loving me??, when did you start replacing me with Jinyoung??. Everyday these thoughts are killing me, everyday i kept convincing myself that you won't forget about our promise, everyday i kept luling myself with the voice recorder you sent me when i couldn't sleep, everyday i kept telling myself that you won't stop loving me, everyday i hope you would sneak in my bedroom throught my window and tell me that everything is alright while cuddling with me. These thought were normal last year but now these are just wishes for me cause i don't even know if you can still do these things with me. If you want to break up just ignore this message, if you don't you'll know where to find me i'll be waiting until midnight without knowing if you are coming or not cause i will sacrifice everything for you Jackson."
3 HOURS LATER
AT THE BEACH
(WHERE THEY PROPOSED TO EACH OTHER)
It's almost midnight only 30 minutes are left but i won't give up i will wait for you. While i was waiting for Jackson all of the memories came running like my mind is giving me a sign that he won't come but i can't helo but smile fron these memories i miss him, i miss my Jackson but it's his decision now if he will come or not, i will respect it, i know it hurts but if he's going to be happy with him then i will be happy to.
My thoughts have been disturbed when i heard the clock dinged signaling it's already midnight.
I bowed my head and let my tears fall looking for my phone thinking i have another chance but it made my hearrt broke even more knowing that he didn't even bother sending a reply. I buried my ring on the sand, after this i wrote "i hope my feelings for him will be buried with my ring forever". I stood up with the thought of "i knew it, i knew halfway that someday you would replace me for him but if god gave me a chance to restart i will still take your hand because i regret nothing at all"
THE END
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